A Fire Upon the Deep

She didn't answer immediately. For a moment, they sat and looked across the city. It was cloudy this afternoon, with rain coming. The breeze off the channel was a cool stinging on his lips and eyes. Woodcarver shivered, and puffed her fur out a bit. Finally she said, "I held my soul six hundred years — and that's counting by foreclaws. I should think it's obvious what has become of me."

"The perversion never hurt you before." Peregrine was not normally so blunt. Something about her brought out the frankness in him.

"Yes, the average incest degrades to my state in a few centuries, and is an idiot long before then. My methods were much cleverer. I knew who to breed with whom, which puppies to keep and which to put on others. So it was always my flesh bearing my memories, and my soul remained pure. But I didn't understand enough — or perhaps I tried the impossible. The choices got harder and harder, till I was left with choosing between brains and physical defect." She wiped away the drool, and all but the blind one looked out across her city. "These are the best days of summer, you know. Life is a green madness just now, trying to squeeze the last bit of warmth from the season." And the green did seem to be everywhere it could be: featherleaf down the hillside and in the town, ferns all over the near hillsides, and heather struggling toward the gray crowns of the mountains across the channel. "I love this place."

He never expected to be comforting the Woodcarver of Woodcarvers. "You made a miracle here. I've heard of it all the way on the other side of the world… And I'll bet that half the packs around here are related to you."

"Y-yes, I've been successful beyond a rake's wildest dreams. I've had no shortage of lovers, even if I couldn't use the pups myself. Sometimes I think my get has been my greatest experiment. Scrupilo and Vendacious are mostly my offspring… but so is Flenser."

Huh! Peregrine hadn't known that last.

"The last few decades, I'd more or less accepted my fate. I couldn't outwit eternity; sometime soon I would let my soul slip free. I let the council take over more and more; how could I claim the domain after I was no longer me? I went back to art — you saw those monochrome mosaics."

"Yes! They're beautiful."

"I'll show you my picture loom sometime. The procedure is tedious but almost automatic. It was a nice project for the last years of my soul. But now — you and your alien have changed everything. Damn it! If only this had happened a hundred years ago. What I would have done with it! We've been playing with your 'picture box', you know. The pictures are finer than any in our world. They are a bit like my mosaics — the way the sun is like a glowbug. Millions of colored dots go to make each picture, the tiles so small you can't see them without one of Scriber's eye-tools. I've worked for years to make a few dozen mosaics. The picture box can make unnumbered thousands, so fast they seem to move. Your aliens make my life less than an unweaned pup's scratching in its cradle."

The queen of the Woodcarvers was softly crying, but her voice was angry. "And now the whole world is going to change, but too late for such wreckage as I!"

Almost without conscious thought, Peregrine extended one of his members toward the Woodcarver. He walked unseemly close: eight yards, five. Their thoughts were suddenly fuzzy with interference, but he could feel her calming.

She laughed blearily. "Thank you… Strange that you should be sympathetic. The greatest problem of my life is nothing to a pilgrim.

"You were hurting." It was all he could think to say.

"But you pilgrims change and change and change — " She eased one of herself close to him; they were almost touching, and it was even harder to think.

Peregrine spoke slowly, concentrating on every word, hoping he wouldn't forget his point. "But I do keep something of a soul. The parts that remain a pilgrim must have a certain outlook." Sometimes great insight comes in the noise of battle or intimacy. This was such at time. "And — and I think the world itself is due for a change of soul now that we have Two-Legs dropping from the sky. What better time for Woodcarver to give up the old?"

She smiled, and the confusion became louder, but a pleasant thing. "I

… hadn't… thought of it that way. Now is the time to change…"

Peregrine walked into her midst. The two packs stood for a moment, necking, thoughts blending into sweet chaos. Their last clear recollection was of stumbling up the steps and into his lodge.