As the Year Comes to an End [1865]
I
We are surviving the year 1865, as we survived 1863 and 1864.
After delirium tremens lasting two years, the tedious period of recovery has come—slow, concealed, with continuing flashes of heat and the return of delirious episodes. A clear turning point, in which the old doctors believed, did not happen, but the attacks of rage have apparently weakened, and, taking everything into account, things are not getting worse.
For us, it's even demonstrably better.
Since last spring our ringing has again begun to reach Russia, has again begun to rouse some people and upset others. We are being scolded more often, more people are writing to us, and we have more and more correspondence and readers. And we are traveling along
We know and see that our enemies followed a different road and took nine-tenths of our friends with them. What we do not know or see is whether the Russian reading public, the only people for whom we write, will follow them for very long. We were unable to follow our enemies along the path of bloody and crude patriotism; to the extent that this will cool down and resistance grow to
That personally strong people and lively talents, full of youthful freshness, not only can but should overtake us—we not only know this but rejoice in it, like any person who has cleared a path and takes pleasure when people walk further along it.2
However, we do not know and seriously doubt that public opinion in Russia has outstripped our propaganda. [. . .]Neither abstract thought, nor far-off ideals, nor logical severity, nor a sharp consistency, in and of themselves, will help the work of everyday propaganda, if they are unable to grasp close-range ideals, today's strivings, and the doubts of the masses. The town square and the club, the auditoriums and every sort of gathering differ from the closed circle of school friends, in that the former pay attention while the latter were engaged in study, or were supposed to be studying.
It wasn't easy to follow from afar the changing stream of opinions, especially from a public so young, unbridled, and only partly free. We trusted our instinct, and steered as best we could through the dark and stormy night between opposing beacons, even losing our ballast.