The Year i860 [i860]
I
Without exaggerated hope or despair we enter the
.No matter what, things cannot be worse than they were ten years ago. That was the honeymoon of reaction, and with a frozen tear in our eye and anger boiling up in our heart, we looked at the unsuccessful campaign and cursed the shameful age in which we had to live. [. . .]
The gloomy cloud of which we had a premonition from the sharp pain in our mind and heart, obscured more and more as it grew darker and darker, and everything became confused, twisted, and began to sink. heroes arose who served no purpose; words full of wisdom were spoken, but no one understood them. [. . .]
II
Later we felt relieved and could breathe again!2 Morning had come. Tamed by experience and memory, we greeted with tender emotion the brightly burning dawn of a new day in Russia. We rejoiced not because of
Wearied by everything that surrounded us, we gazed at this strip of light in our native sky without arrogant demands or youthful utopias. We limited ourselves to the desire that the coarse iron chains were removed from the poor Russian people,
While we thought and spoke about this, the famous rescript to the nobility of the three Polish provinces was issued.3
He who comprehends the depth of emotion and prayerfulness that filled Kant at the news of the proclamation of the French Republic, as he bared his head, and, lifting his eyes to heaven, repeated the words of Simeon, "Now let my soul depart in peace!"—he will understand what transpired in our soul when we heard the words softly proclaimed by the sovereign—but all the same proclaimed—
We grew young again and believed in ourselves, and in the fact that our life had not been spent in vain. then the censorship was eased, along with an end to the shameful restrictions on traveling, the children's colonies and military settlements, and the introduction of projects concerning openness in the courts. We began to rest from our hatred.
Our program was being implemented, and it was easy for us to say: "You have conquered, Galilean!"
An autocratic revolution could have led Russia to a major development of all its inexhaustible strengths and unknown possibilities, without having spilled a single drop of blood or having erected a single scaffold, and having turned the Siberian highway into a path of wealth and communication instead of a path of tears and the gnashing of teeth.
Yes, we were right to say to Alexander II at the time of his ascent to the throne: "You are exceptionally lucky!"5