After the Downfall

Hasso laughed at himself. Was he trying to see how much trouble he could borrow? The laughter died. Every time he’d done that in the Wehrmacht, there always turned out to be even more than he thought.

He had a tent for himself and Velona. He wondered why she’d come along. Was she a mascot for Bottero’s army? Did she intend to fight? He knew she was strong enough and skilled enough to do that if she wanted to. She’d gone into Bucovin all alone, without an army at her back.

She’d gone in alone, yes, and she’d barely come out alive. If not for somebody literally falling into the swamp from another world, she wouldn’t have. The Grenye would have caught her and killed her. What did that say?

Whatever it said, she didn’t want to talk about it. All she wanted to do was joke. Holding her nose, she said, “You smell like a horse, my dear.”

“So do you,” Hasso answered. She did, too. But she also smelled like herself – better than any other woman Hasso had ever known. Still bantering, he went on, “I love you anyhow.”

That sobered her as effectively as a bucket of cold water in the face. “Be careful, Hasso Pemsel,” she said, her voice altogether serious. “It is dangerous to love me too much. Deadly dangerous for a Lenello. Deadly dangerous for you, too, unless you’re much more different from us than I think you are.”

“How can anyone help it?” he asked.

“Men can’t help it,” she answered, without modesty and also without doubt. “That’s part of what makes it so dangerous.”

“Only part?” He kept trying to tease.

But Velona’s nod was the next thing to somber. “Yes, only part. Remember, I am the goddess, too. A man, a mere man, who loves me is like a moth that loves a torch. He flies too close – and he burns.”

“What about King Bottero?” No, the night of the summer solstice wouldn’t go away. And the autumn equinox was coming. Would Bottero and Velona – and the goddess – celebrate it in front of the army? If they did, Hasso expected another drunken night and another painful morning.

In the dim lamplight, Velona’s eyes went even wider and bigger than they were already. “By the goddess, no!” she exclaimed. “He enjoys me. I know that. But love me? He’s not so foolish – he knows better.”

“But I don’t? Is that what you mean?” Hasso didn’t try to hide his bitterness.

“Some of what I mean.” Velona was nothing if not blunt. Maybe some of that had to do with the indwelling divinity she carried. More, though, Hasso judged, came from her own nature. She went on, “The other difference is, I like Bottero, but I really care for you. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you because of me, but it may.”

“If you care for someone” – he stayed away from the explosive word love – “you worry about things like that. I thank you.” He gave her a gesture that was half a nod, half a salute.

She sighed. “You don’t know what you’re talking about. You’re thinking of a broken heart. You can get a broken heart if you fall in love with a milkmaid. Even a Grenye in love with another ugly little Grenye can get a broken heart. But if the goddess ever has reason to be angry at you…” She left it there.

Hasso started to ask her what might happen. Maybe she’d already answered him, though. Like a moth that loves a torch. In his world, it would have been one more figure of speech. Here? He wasn’t so sure he wanted to find out.

“Have to keep the goddess happy with me, then,” he said, and reached for Velona. “Even if she does smell like a horse.”

Laughing, Velona kissed him. But then she said, “Oh, no – that’s just me.” He thought about teasing her some more. It didn’t seem like a good idea. Making love, on the other hand … never seemed like a bad idea. He blew out the lamp.

Castle Pedio, hard by the border between Bottero’s kingdom and Bucovin, was less a fortress than an observation post. It had the tallest towers Hasso had seen since coming to this new world. The reason was simple: those towers let the Lenelli see as far into Bucovin as they could.

Half a kilometer east of Castle Pedio rose another structure, one that looked a lot like it. Castle Galats, that one was called. The Grenye had built it. It was clumsier, heavier – the Grenye didn’t have the tools or the skills the Lenelli did. But Castle Galats served its purpose: a signal fire at the top warned Bucovin that King Bottero was on his way by this route.

Hasso swore when he saw the fire. “Should take that castle by surprise when you decide to go to war,” he told Bottero. “Then signal doesn’t go out.”

The king frowned. “You tell me that now. I see it makes sense, but why didn’t you suggest it before?”

“I don’t know this castle is here then,” Hasso answered with a shrug. “Why don’t you tell me about it?”

“Everyone must have thought you did know,” Bottero said. “Anybody who knows anything about the border would.” He stopped and sighed. “But you don’t know anything much about the border, do you?”