Best Served Cold

He remembered the moment he first laid eyes on her: a wild-haired girl of nineteen with a sword at her hip and a bright stare rich with anger, defiance and the slightest fascinating hint of contempt. There was a hollowness to her face now, a twist of pain about her mouth. The sword hung on the other side, gloved right hand resting slack on the pommel. Her eyes still had that unwavering sharpness, but there was more anger, more defiance and a long stretch more contempt. Who could blame her for that? Cosca was beyond contemptible, and knew it.

He had sworn a thousand times to kill her, of course, if he ever saw her again. Her, or her brother, or Andiche, Victus, Sesaria, Faithful Carpi or any of the other treacherous bastards from the Thousand Swords who had once betrayed him. Stolen his place from him. Sent him fleeing from the battlefield at Afieri with his reputation and his clothes both equally tattered.

He had sworn a thousand times to kill her, but Cosca had broken all manner of oaths in his life, and the sight of her brought no rage. Instead what welled up in him was a mixture of worn-out self-pity, sappy joy and, most of all, piercing shame at seeing in her face how far he had fallen. He felt the ache in his nose, behind his cheeks, tears welling in his stinging eyes. For once he was grateful that they were red as wounds at the best of times. If he wept, no one could tell the difference.

“Monza.” He tried to tug his filthy collar straight, but his hands were shaking too badly to manage it. “I must confess I heard you were dead. I was meaning to take revenge, of course-”

“On me or for me?”

He shrugged. “Difficult to remember… I stopped on the way for a drink.”

“Smells like it was more than one.” There was a hint of disappointment in her face that pricked at his insides almost worse than steel. “I heard you finally got yourself killed in Dagoska.”

He managed to lift one arm high enough to wave her words away. “There have always been false reports of my death. Wishful thinking, on the part of my many enemies. Where is your brother?”

“Dead.” Her face did not change.

“Well. I’m sorry for that. I always liked the boy.” The lying, gutless, scheming louse.

“He always liked you.” They had detested each other, but what did it matter now?

“If only his sister had felt as warmly about me, things might be so much different.”

“ ‘Might be’ takes us nowhere. We’ve all got… regrets.”

They looked at each other for a long moment, her standing, him on his knees. Not quite how he had pictured their reunion in his dreams. “Regrets. The cost of the business, Sazine used to tell me.”

“Perhaps we should put the past behind us.”

“I can hardly remember yesterday,” he lied. The past weighed on him like a giant’s suit of armour.

“The future, then. I’ve a job for you, if you’ll take it. Reckon you’re up to a job?”

“What manner of job?”

“Fighting.”

Cosca winced. “You always were far too attached to fighting. How often did I tell you? A mercenary has no business getting involved with that nonsense.”

“A sword is for rattling, not for drawing.”

“There’s my girl. I’ve missed you.” He said it without thinking, had to cough down his shame and nearly coughed up a lung.

“Help him up, Friendly.”

A big man had silently appeared while they were talking, not tall but heavyset, with an air of calm strength about him. He hooked Cosca under his elbow and pulled him effortlessly to his feet.

“That’s a strong arm and a good deed,” he gurgled over a rush of nausea. “Friendly is your name? Are you a philanthropist?”

“A convict.”

“I see no reason why a man cannot be both. My thanks in any case. Now if you could just point us in the direction of a tavern-”

“The taverns will have to wait for you,” said Vitari. “No doubt causing a slump in the wine industry. The conference begins in a week and we need you sober.”

“I don’t do sober anymore. Sober hurts. Did someone say conference?”

Monza was still watching him with those disappointed eyes. “I need a good man. A man with courage and experience. A man who won’t mind crossing Grand Duke Orso.” The corner of her mouth curled up. “You’re as close as we could find at short notice.”

Cosca clung to the big man’s arm while the misty street tipped around. “From that list, I have… experience?”

“I’ll take one of four, if he needs money too. You need money, don’t you, old man?”

“Shit, yes. But not as much as I need a drink.”

“Do the job right and we’ll see.”

“I accept.” He found he was standing tall, looking down at Monza now, chin held high. “We should have a Paper of Engagement, just like the old days. Written in swirly script, with all the accoutrements, the way Sajaam used to write them. Signed with red ink and… where can a man find a notary this time of night?”

“Don’t worry. I’ll take your word.”

“You must be the only person in Styria who would ever say that to me. But as you please.” He pointed decisively down the street. “This way, my man, and try to keep up.” He boldly stepped forwards, his leg buckled and he squawked as Friendly caught him.