Well that had been a stupid maneuver, one he should have never indulged in. What had he been hoping to prove?
“It must have been on my shift, from dropping it too near the hearth.” Allora said. The falsehood sounded weak and reedy to him and he regretted his actions.
Yet he would not take it back, not when the most magnificent female he had ever laid eyes on had agreed to be his. Something about him appealed to her, it had from the start. His task mistress was not the type to dally with males. Hell, until a few hours ago she had still been untouched, a virgin.
Cormack had deflowered virgins before, but even untouched Bred woman were never as innocent as Allora. Listening to adults the next cot over rut on an hourly basis had a way of maturing a soul long before the body was capable.
She hadn’t been raised like that however, her nights were filled with quiet, perhaps even a romanticized longing for the way a man and woman could come together, the way he had long ago, before some Bred woman had decided he was old enough to rut with. Cormack shook his head, not wanting to think about how awful it had been. Her calloused hands on his body, her complaints when he stumbled or stalled, her shriek of rage when his erection faltered before she could climax.
“What is
Nowhere had been safe from the taunts, the sly comments and knowing looks.
She’d been recycled soon after that. Determined to end the rumors, Cormack picked another Bred woman, this one closer to his own age and fucked her.
When she was spent, and with his cock still slick from her sheath, he took another and after her, two more, fueled by burning humiliation and the need to bury the rumors forever.
It had worked, his reputation as a virile male solidified.
“This is very good.” Allora’s voice woke him from his melancholy. “Would you care for some?”
She would share her plate with a Bred?
Wonderment and jealousy dueled within him, marveling at her generosity, yet wishing he could be the one to break bread with her. Sharing the food from her own plate was quite different than tossing a packet of paste at him. His stomach rumbled and he reached for one of the packets Lara had given him, sucking back the nutrients before the nursemaid heard and came to investigate.
“I am fine. Do you wish to talk about—?”
“No,” The vehemence in her voice startled him. “I need time to absorb it all. Tell no one what I asked from you.”
“Of course not, Allora. It will all work out for the best, you will see.”
“Will you come with me? If I am forced to go with him?”
Cormack’s heart skipped a beat, just as it had when he’d first overheard her say she planned to leave. What was worse, imagining her fighting for her life, trying to cross scorching lands under the unrelenting sun or in the arms of another man?”
He could have nothing beyond this one night, could ask nothing more from his task mistress. She’d kept his secrets so far, and enjoyed his touch.
Cormack would give her a night to remember, blaze the trail so whenever she thought of sex in the future, it would be him she recalled.
What better legacy could a bred possibly hope to leave behind?
Allora yawned, and even from a distance it sounded feigned. “I wish to continue my bath and retire for the night. Leave the plate „til morning.”
In his mind’s eye, he could picture Mel curtsying and let out a sigh of relief when she left.
No sound from the other room. Was she waiting for him to go out there and claim her or had she changed her mind? The nutri packet turned to a mass of oily snakes in his gut.
Hands fisted at his sides, he decided he would just have to convince her again. Striding to the curtain, he shoved the swath of heavy fabric aside to meet her startled gaze. She held the tray, with half her meal still steaming upon it.
“I…I thought you might be hungry.”
His mouth fell open.
“Ravenous, thank you.”
She led him back to the table and gestured for him to sit in the one chair. He eyed the uncovered entrance to her chamber. “Anyone passing by could see me.”
She shrugged her slim shoulders. “No one will pass by—I am the only occupant of this dead-end tunnel. Sit, eat.”