Cannibal Corpse, M/C

Cady motioned Slaughter over and popped the truck on a black sedan. In the back was a black guy who had been beaten so savagely he was blown-up purple, limbs broken, face just a swollen mass of livid flesh.

“We got some trash we got to take out,” Cady told Slaughter.

They took the body out to the Beaver Run Reservoir in Westmoreland County and rowed out into the deeps in a rowboat that belonged to Butch who, amazingly, was an avid fisherman when he wasn’t slitting throats and busting heads.

“Watch how this is done,” Cady said, a cigarette hanging from his lower lip. “You’ll wanna remember this.”

Butch pulled out a carving knife that was sharp enough to bisect a hair lengthwise. “You don’t want your stiff floating back up, Johnny, so you got to puncture it.” Drool hanging from his mouth, Butch stabbed the corpse in the belly seven or eight times so the gas could escape. He giggled while he did it. Then he punctured the lungs. “You don’t mind if I let the air out of your tires, do you?” he asked the stiff. Afterwards, the body was wrapped in chains and hooked to cinderblocks and down it went to the bottom where, Slaughter figured, its bones were to this day.

There hadn’t been a lot of murders, but enough so that at night, when he closed his eyes, he started seeing his victims. But that was life in the criminal world of the 158 Crew and once you were in, like wearing the Disciples patch, you were in. Blood in, blood out, they called it. You killed to get in the 158 Crew and only death would get you out.

He lay there, smoking again, thinking about his kid brother and the killing and violence that had led up to this moment, and felt absolutely nothing. The only warmth in him was for the club and his kid brother. He let himself feel for nothing else.

He could hear trees rustling in the night wind, a deeper and abiding silence just beneath. Somewhere out there a wolf howled out its despair and the silence returned, zipping up the world. Now the night was dead and he told himself that nothing living could inhabit such a dark and primordial silence.

There was only him.

Nothing else.

The last man on earth, the last living thing in a poisoned, sickened, and gutted world. Even if it wasn’t true, he felt it to his core and believed it, if only for a few short moments of panic.

He butted the cigarette and rolled over in the womb of night. He was filled with a hundred conflicting emotions no one would ever know about or truly suspect—hatred and anger, formless terror and creeping fear, the far-away love for his brother and the knowledge that he couldn’t afford to fuck this one up. Inch by inch, it was all banished as sleep came over him, coveting him, owning him, sinking him into the dark cradle of oblivion. He drifted off, sliding away, seeing the walking dead and mutant spiders and all manner of frightful and ravenous night stalkers…then something else, something much worse invading the byways of dream: Black Hat. The clown-white, horribly pitted face of Black Hat riding the sky like a harvest moon. The grinning sardonic mouth and glistening pink eyes. That’s what he saw…and then it dissolved into worms. The resurrection worms…a boiling, writhing storm of them coming out at him from a black sky seamed red and purple, a vortexual maelstrom of scarlet worms entwining and slithering in a colossal pulsating mass that slowly broke apart to reveal what was beneath: a face. A huge, floating, perfectly obscene face coming at him. It was the face of a hag, marble-gray, seamed and wrinkled and convoluted with deep-etched ruts and hollow pockets, a bubbling white graveyard fungus growing up over the chin and cheeks. There were but three or four blackened, stubby teeth in her mouth. Her eyes were vivid pockets of blood set in pallid sockets. A secret channel of wind rustled her hair, which was not hair at all but worms, thousands of worms threading out of her skull. She kept coming closer and Slaughter thrashed in his sleep, trying to hide his dream-self from her, trying to squeeze himself into a river of shadows…but she only got closer. We’re waiting for you, Disciple, for you have been named. We’re all waiting for you, she said in not one voice but perhaps a dozen, all discordant and screeching, filled with a deranged torment and a limitless suffering. Out here. Out in the west. Out in the Deadlands and cemeteries and the tombs of men, in narrow boxes and seeping charnel depths, we wait for you. Come unto us, Disciple. Bring us our burnt offerings and our racks of meat prepared by thine own hand—

Slaughter came awake, his face shining with sweat.