Confession was said to be good for the soul, but it just tired her out.
Matt was as easy as they come to confess to. Still, he’d been annoyingly sure that he’d been right all along and she was just now coming over to the side of truth, justice, and the Max American way.
Thinking of sides, her wounded ribs were throbbing. The stitches had dissolved finally, but they still left hot red marks at each insertion point, an irritating, long tattoo of discomfort. Infection loved to feed on shallow wounds.
She faced her own front door. A lot of lies and deception had transpired behind it since she’d been stabbed.
Morrie Alch coming and going like a loyal family friend, covering for her at the office and at home.
Mariah, God bless her heedless, egocentric teenybopper soul, had blithely accepted doing chores for a mother “sick” with a virus that gave the word
They probably gossiped about her. Not about her and men. Never about men. No cause. Or wait! Was Morrie’s attentive presence causing talk? He was sticking his neck out to save her job, not to covet her body, stitched up like a football as it was.
Shoot. Now, she not only had her stalker and Kinsella’s stalker and her own iffy actions to worry about, but what the neighbors might think. They’d been deprived of juicy details about her private life for far too long.
Now they had Dirty Larry, too, the undercover cop, who’d paid her a visit or two at home.
Carmen sighed and made herself march up to her front door and unlock it.
A skitter of ratlike nails over kitchen tile and then a pounding on the carpeting made her almost clutch for the paddle holster at her back waistband.
Nothing. Just the two cats going squirrelly from the upset domestic routine here lately.
She turned on the lights in the living room, then in the kitchen before confronting the magnetized message board on the fridge. Right. Thursday. Night. It had been free to meet Matt because her social butterfly daughter had a . . . study date at the Lopez house. Home by—Carmen checked her watch—8:30 P.M. By an hour ago.
She pulled out her cell phone instead of her holster and speed-dialed Cecilia Lopez.
“Hi. Mariah’s mom. Yeah. Fine. Say, wasn’t this supposed to break up over an hour ago?” There was a pause while Cecilia spoke. “She didn’t.
Carmen started pacing around the end of the eating island, then into the living room. She was almost running by the time she got to Mariah’s bedroom and snapped on the overhead light.
Lord, what a mess. You couldn’t see a girl in here for the posters and pillows and scattered, rejected outfits. Mariah’s Our Lady of Guadalupe uniform was a castaway heap of white blouse and plaid skirt and navy jacket over the desk chair. The laptop computer was open, but off.
Carmen took a deep breath, wincing as her stitches stretched. When would she get over this damn knife wound!
A voice came back on the phone. Carmen repeated each tidbit of information to lock it in her memory.
“Check with Sedona Martinez? Right. And her mother is? Yolanda. Her number is, uh-huh.” She’d raced back to the kitchen to scrawl the phone number on a countertop note pad. A 270 exchange. Not this neighborhood. Sedona. Probably bused in from Henderson. Catholic schools were fashionable now. Sedona Martinez? What was next? Paris Solis? Madrid Rodriguez? Barcelona Banderas?
“Thanks,” she said. “If you hear anything—”
Cecilia promised to call if she heard where Mariah might be. It was probably just a misunderstanding, she added.
Carmen hung up, thinking about the recent days that Mariah had supervised her, under Morrie’s direction, more than she had kept tabs on her daughter.
Ordinarily, a missing person had to be gone twenty-four hours before the police became involved. With a child, if there was evidence of kidnapping, that rule was suspended. With her child, Carmen had to stop running wild scenarios through her head and get practical, fast.
She speed-dialed every family she or Mariah had been in touch with on her cell phone. No one knew anything, and all got those small catches of alarm in their voices. A child being even momentarily unaccounted for was everyone’s nightmare.
What about that new friend? she wondered. The transfer student Mariah had taken a sudden liking to? This age fostered intense friendships followed by melodramatic splits. What was that kid’s name? They had never done anything organized together, so there was no trail to follow.