Cemetery Girl

He hung up, presumably satisfied.

Caitlin and I often walk in the park. We don’t talk about everything that happened there, but I take it as a good sign that she’s willing to go back. She may be returning there out of a sense of nostalgia for its associations with John Colter, but whenever that thought enters my head, I chase it away. Instead I choose to believe that this is a step toward the future and not a glance back at the past.

On this particular day, we sit on a bench near the walking and jogging trail. Fewer people pass this time of year, the cold having chased all but the hardiest of exercisers indoors. The tips of my ears and my cheeks tingle. My hands are balled into fists inside my pockets. I notice, for the first time, that Caitlin no longer wears the topaz necklace, her birthstone, the one John Colter gave her while he was holding her. I take it as a small victory, although I don’t comment on it.

From where we sit, I can see the cemetery. The spot on the ground where I wrestled with Colter and, beyond that, where Caitlin’s headstone once stood. It’s gone now, removed in the wake of Colter’s arrest.

I’m enjoying the day, enjoying what little time I have with Caitlin even now.

I’ve almost allowed myself to relax, to believe that our life is returning to some semblance of normal-or what normal will be for us in the future.

And when my guard is sufficiently lowered, Caitlin jumps up from the bench.

It takes me a moment to process the speed of her movement and the direction she’s heading in.

She’s running toward the cemetery.

Running away from me.

I follow, calling her name, my breath huffing. Little puffs come out of my mouth and disappear in the air.

But just as quickly as I start, I understand.

I can’t believe what I’m seeing-but I understand.

Caitlin stops in the middle of the park. She goes down on one knee.

There’s a dog jumping against her, licking and pawing at her. A very familiar dog.

And when I get there, when I come alongside of them, I watch with the dog’s stunned owners, an elderly couple holding an empty leash. They’d apparently adopted Frosty from the shelter and attempted to make him their own, but now they seem to realize he isn’t their dog anymore.

And he never was.

Caitlin’s face is streaked with tears, but she’s smiling as the dog licks them away.

“You’re home, Frosty,” she’s saying. “Oh, my Frosty. You’re home. You’re home.”