Carthea shook her head, falling into lockstep with Rinny.
Lubonne reined toward the woodland path, preferring to take the back route to Honoria’s home over trying to explain the presence of the Companion to every passerby. He could imagine getting stopped every few steps as someone new admired the white mare and questioned him about her presence. He tried to put together mental words without the emphasis, wondering how much thought the creature could read.
That being self-evident, it scarcely needed acknowledging; but Carthea obliged him.
Lubonne suppressed a scream. As they moved from cobbled road to wooded dirt, he returned to regular speech. It felt more natural. “Exactly how many times, and in how many ways, do I have to say ‘no’? Find another heartmate, Carthea. I’m not it.”
“I’m not.”
“I don’t.”
“I mustn’t.”
Carthea pulled up directly in front of Rinny, perpendicular to the path, and the bay pranced to a stop.
Lubonne sighed. Drawing Rinny to the left, he walked around the living road block. “I told you, I’m not insecure. I
Carthea followed, drawing abreast of Rinny again. A quaver entered her sending.
Lubonne looked at Carthea. “Three years . . . you’re just a baby.” A fluttering wave of guilt and empathy passed through him, and his patience softened. He felt abruptly sorry for the persistent creature.
“I’m sorry,” Lubonne said sincerely. He had not intended to offend her. “Look, Carthea. I’m just not the heroic type, all right? I’m a bit spoiled, somewhat of a gadabout, and satisfied with my life the way it is. If I didn’t wear this face . . .” He waved a hand in front of his homely features, “I’d probably be a carouser, like my little brother. As it is, I’m lucky to have my beautiful Honoria.” He could not help smiling.
Emotion clearly crept through in his voice or thoughts.
“I do.” Lubonne sat back as the trees bounced by them, unnoticed. “We’re getting engaged, officially, tonight. We’re having a party.”
Carthea tipped her head toward him.
Lubonne stared at the Companion. “My nose is . . . well, like a second head.”
“Of course not. You’re a horse. Your nose
“I’m not being mean. It’s what a horse is supposed to look like. On a horse, a giant honker is sweet and soft, it’s ideal.” Lubonne had come to grips with his appearance long ago. “I have a nickname: Hawknose. My brothers call me Beaky. I’m cursed with pale, squinty little eyes, too, that only make the nose more obvious; and I’ve never found a way to tame this crazy hair.”
“Ah, but a simple grooming will make yours shine like the stars. Brushing just makes my hair fluffy.”
Carthea rolled back the eye on the side of her head toward Rinny to look directly at Lubonne. Her ear went with it, pressed nearly flat to her head, while the other cupped forward to catch upcoming sounds.