Davis had learnt you could defend every river, canal, pass, village and town, but no matter how well your men fought, sheer weight of numbers always beat you in the end and made the terrible loss of life mean nothing.
Too many times, it seemed like a million in the past forty hours, he had wanted more military strength around him. Too few tanks attempting to defend so much ground. Never enough of them to give security in depth. Soft defence was sound thinking, but it seemed to Davis to be based on an original weakness – lack of equipment. Make the most of what you have. Eight tanks the squadron had lost today and they hadn't stopped the invaders, only slowed them down. And now, they were out of ammunition and pulling back again…back, always backwards. Always more frustration. So bloody unnecessary; wasteful.
How many kilometers abandoned today? Fifteen at least. And yesterday? And how many tomorrow? Fighting for what? Fighting for time. Time for reinforcements to arrive? For politicians to talk and negotiate? And negotiate what? The surrender of Germany to the Warsaw Pact countries? The promise to disarm and behave like good little boys?
The ammunition should have been up where it was needed, but it wasn't. The gas had made things difficult for everyone. Good God, it wasn't as though it was a possibility that had been ignored. Gas attacks had been expected; practised.
The wooded hills were already in shadows as the sun dropped behind their peaks. They looked peaceful enough, if you ignored the smoke over the horizon or didn't look back towards the battlefront barely a kilometer away. Just a month previously the hills and woods had been filled with campers, hikers, and the evening bars of the towns and villages had been noisy and happy places. It was all another 'world; history.
He saw the decontamination unit sited beneath the trees and followed the squadron leader's Chieftain across the open ground towards it. The operators in their NBC clothing fired turbine powered blasts of liquid decontaminant over the tanks as they drove by. Fifty meters on they were stopped, while a final cleansing took place with hand-held sprays.
Less than a kilometer along a firebreak the squadron leader brought the squadron to a halt beside a line of fuel bowsers. Davis could see ammunition being unloaded from a trio of Heer Transportpanzers a little way ahead. Everything was taking too much time. The squadron had been lucky not to have been attacked while moving in the open, but they were even more vulnerable now.
He jerked open the front of his NBC suit and pulled the front of his sweater away from his chest. The air felt cool, refreshing. His sweater and vest were soaked with perspiration and he could smell his own sweat, stale and sour, mingling with the rubberized scent of the protective clothing. He would have liked to climb outside and stretch his legs in the open, try to get his bowels working; at the moment his intestines were cramped and made him feel as though he had gorged himself. But the crews had been ordered to remain inside their tanks as they queued for fuel and ammunition. The decontamination of the vehicles had been hasty, and it only needed a few drops of nerve gas liquid on a man's skin to incapacitate him, perhaps kill. All the tanks carried injection kits, but whether or not these would be of any real use in counteracting the effects of the unknown Soviet gas was debatable.
Davis wondered what was being planned for the squadron. Knowing the captain would contact HQ, he tuned to the battle group net and felt guilty as he eavesdropped.
'Valda?' Davis recognized his squadron leader's first name, but not the voice using it. 'Where are you? The voice was languid, as though its owner had just climbed from his sleeping bag. Some bloody officers, thought Davis. They spoke so far back it was a miracle they didn't swallow their tongues.
'Postmark.' It was the squadron leader.
'Good fellow. Casualties?
A stupid bloody question, Davis cursed the man mentally. 'Eight…I've reported each as it happened,' said the squadron leader, and Davis was pleased to note an edge to the captain's voice that matched his own feelings.
'Just started my stag, haven't caught up. Any problems?'
Christ! Any problems? What the hell was facing a Soviet army if it wasn't a problem. Davis could feel his irritation swelling towards anger, but resisted an overwhelming urge to interrupt the conversation and give the officer a piece of his mind.
'Of course we've got problems…God Almighty!' Good for you, sir, thought Davis as Captain Willis allowed his irritation to show. 'I called for ammunition two hours ago…where the hell was it? We've had to fall back to a depot. Falcon's squadron moved in from the flank.'
'I'm sorry.' The officer's voice was more subdued.
'How much gas is there about?' Willis asked curtly.