Cold Fire

Leaping directly into the path of the oncoming pickup, Jim grabbed the kid. In what felt like a dream-slow swan dive off a high cliff, he carried the boy with him in a smooth arc to the pavement, rolling toward the leaf littered gutter, feeling nothing from his impact with the street, his nerves so numbed by terror and adrenaline that he might as well have been tumbling across a field of lush grass and soft loam.

The roar of the truck was the loudest thing he had ever heard, as if were a thunder within him, and he felt something strike his left foot, bad as a hammer blow. In the same instant a terrible wrenching force seem to wring his ankle as if it were a rag. A white-hot current of pain crackled up his leg, sizzling into his hip joint, exploding in that socket of bone like a Fourth of July bottle rocket bursting in a night sky.

Holly started after the man who had collided with her, angry and intending to tell him off But before she reached the intersection, a gray-an red pickup erupted over the brow of the hill, as if fired out of a giant slingshot. She halted at the curb.

The scream of the truck engine was a magic incantation that slowed the flow of time, stretching each second into what seemed to be a minute From the curb, she saw the stranger sweep the boy out of the path of the pickup, executing the rescue with such singular agility and grace that almost appeared to be performing a mad, slow-motion ballet in the street She saw the bumper of the truck strike his left foot, and watched in horror as his shoe was torn off and tossed high into the air, tumbling end over end. Peripherally, she was aware of the man and boy rolling toward the gutter, the truck swerving sharply to the right, the startled crossing guard dropping the paddlelike "stop" sign, the truck ricocheting off a car parked across the street, the man and boy coming to rest against the curb, truck tipping onto its side and sliding downhill in cascades of yellow and blue sparks-but all the while her attention was focused primarily on the shoe tumbling up, up, into the air, silhouetted against the blue sky, hanging at the apex of its flight for what seemed like an hour, then tumbling slowly, slowly down again.

She couldn't look away from it, was mesmerized by it, because she had the macabre feeling that the foot was still in the shoe, torn off at the ankle, bristling with splinters of bone, trailing shards of arteries and veins. Down it came, down, down, straight toward her, and she felt a scream swelling in the back of her throat.

Down. down.

The battered shoe-a Reebok-plopped into the gutter in front of her, she lowered her eyes to it the way she always looked into the face of the monster in a nightmare, not wanting to see but unable to turn away, dually repelled by and attracted to the unthinkable. The shoe was empty.

No severed foot. Not even any blood.

She swallowed the unreleased scream. She tasted vomit in the back of her throat, and swallowed that too.

As the pickup came to rest on its side more than half a block down the hill, Holly turned the other way and ran to the man and boy. She was the first to reach them as they started to sit up on the blacktop.

Except for a scraped palm and a small abrasion on his chin, the child appeared to be unhurt. He was not even crying.

She dropped to her knees in front of him. "Are you okay, honey?" Though dazed, the boy understood and nodded. "Yeah. My hand hurts little, that's all.”

The man in the white slacks and blue T-shirt was sitting up. He had pulled his sock halfway off his foot and was gingerly kneading his left ankle. Though the ankle was swollen and already inflamed, Holly was still surprised by the absence of blood.

The crossing guard, a couple of teachers, and other kids gathered around, and a babble of excited voices rose on all sides. The boy was helped up and drawn into a teacher's arms.

Wincing in pain as he continued to massage his ankle, the injured man raised his head and met Holly's gaze. His eyes were searingly blue and, for an instant, appeared as cold as if they were not human eyes at all but the visual receptors of a machine.

Then he smiled. In a blink, the initial impression of coldness was replaced by one of warmth. In fact Holly was overwhelmed by the clarity, morning-sky color, and beauty of his eyes; she felt as if she were peering through them into a gentle soul. She was a cynic who would equally distrust a nun and Mafia boss on first encounter, so her instant attraction to this man was jolting. Though words were her first love and her trade, she was at a loss for them.

"Close call," he said, and his smile elicited one from her.