Confessor: Chainfire Trilogy Part 3

"No. One would be true, the other not. Don't forget, right now she doesn't love him. The real emotions Orden would be trying to build would already have been replaced by something that isn't real-emotions with­out cause. Those emotions would be empty and untrue. The reasons she loves him would be missing, so while the foreknowledge of her love might be there it would be empty knowledge. It would be empty love, love based on nothing. Love without everything supporting it would be meaningless."

Cara lifted her arms and then let them flop back to her sides. "I just don't get it."

Nicci halted her pacing and turned back to Cara. "Imagine that I bring a man you've never seen before into the room and I tell you that you love him. Would you love him because I told you that you did? No, because you can't inject such emotions without something to support them."

"That's what Orden does; it builds support for the real emotions from the knowledge of past events that it restores. It establishes the causes. Putting the emotions there first-the end result of past events-taints that process. According to the wizards who created Orden, her foreknowledge of loving him would contaminate the field, taint her mind, so that the in­carnation of the real events-the reasons behind why she loves him- couldn't be engendered in her. They would be blocked, the way the witch woman blocked my spells. She would be left with nothing but the hollow information. She couldn't retrieve her past. It would remain lost to her."

Zedd scratched his jaw. He looked up. "But, as you say, this is only theory."

"The wizards who dreamed up Ordenic theory in order to counter Chainfire, and from that theory created the boxes of Orden, came to be­lieve they were right. I also believe that their conclusions are correct."

"What would happen if, if, I don't know," Cara said, "if Lord Rahl told Kahlan first-about her loving him and that she was his wife-and then later he was finally able to get the boxes of Orden, and get his power back, and learn what was necessary, and he finally opened the correct box, invoking the counter to the Chainfire event? Would the counter to Chainfire still work?"

"Yes, the counter would still work."

Cara looked truly confused. "So, what's the problem?"

"It's a constructed spell, so the protocols would run just the same. If the theory is sound, and I think it is, all the other components of Orden would still function. The Chainfire spell would be countered and everyone's memories would be restored-with one exception. Orden would be unable to rebuild Kahlan's past. That element of the spell would be blocked. The one at the center of the storm would be lost to it.

"We would all be restored, our memories would be what they once were, we would all remember Kahlan, but Kahlan would forever be without her past. You might say she would be like a soldier injured in battle who, because of a head injury, no longer is who he once was. She would only be able to go on from her life after the Chainfire spell had taken her identity from her. She would only be aware of things from that point on. She would be a different person, a person who would have to build a new life for herself.

"All the while she would have the knowledge that she was supposed to love this person, Richard, whom she doesn't know and for whom she has no real feeling."

"So, then she would be the only casualty," Cara said. "The rest of us would be restored."

Nicci sighed. "Well, that's my belief from my understanding of the theory."

Zedd was looking suspicious again. "But there is an alternate possibility?"

Nicci nodded. "Not one I'd like to contemplate. One of the lines of reasoning in the books of Ordenic theory postulates that absent the anchor it needs in a sterile field, the counter would be unable to run its protocols and collapse in on itself. That line of reasoning suggests that in such a circumstance the counter would fail and the Chainfire event would burn on out of control. Life as we know it would be lost. Our ability to reason would crumble as the inferno of Chainfire continued to burn, until our minds would be unable to support our own existence. Savagery would sustain some people for a short time, but the inevitable outcome would be the extinction of mankind.

"I think you can see why the wizards who created Orden were so concerned about preserving the sterile field."

Zedd frowned in thought. "But the predominant theory is that if something were to go wrong, and she were to gain such foreknowledge before Orden could be brought to play, she would forever remain a casualty of Chainfire but that wouldn't really interfere with Chainfire in everyone else being countered."