Eve’s mouth felt dry. She nodded. She tried to push the image of severed body parts out of her mind, but couldn’t. Her hands clutched each other on her lap. “That … that’s the case? My case?”
He drove in silence as the rain pounded the car.
It wasn’t like him to talk like this—the cold tone, the tight anger. At last she said, “You’re just trying to scare me.”
“Yes!” He hit the steering wheel with the heel of his hand. “You need to be scared!”
Eve stared at him. She’d never seen such an expression on his face, contorted as if she had stabbed him. His breathing was hard and fast.
“Don’t risk yourself,” he said. “Please. Stick to the established schedule. Stay with agency-approved people. Inform me immediately if there are any changes in your status. Please, Eve. I can protect you from everything but yourself. Do you understand?”
His voice caught on her name, and she had a sudden thought:
Malcolm parked the car, breathed in deeply, and put on his shades. He then stepped out of the car into the rain, checked up and down the street, and crossed to her side. She unclicked the seat belt and climbed out. One hand on her shoulder as if he expected her to bolt, he guided her into the house.
Inside, Malcolm dumped her in the doorway to the living room. He then stalked to the kitchen without a word.
Eve stepped into the living room. A puddle formed around her shoes. Damp, her clothes stuck to her skin. She remembered Aidan saying once that “drowned rat” was not her look.
Aunt Nicki rose to her feet—she’d been sitting on the couch. Aidan, who had been by the window, vanished in a
Two hands on his chest, Eve pushed him away. He staggered back. “I only … I’m just glad you’re all right,” Aidan said.
“I’m fine,” Eve said.
Walking in a full circle around Eve, Aunt Nicki inspected her. “I assume Malcolm read you the riot act about never doing that again?”
“He hinted that it wouldn’t be acceptable,” Eve said dryly.
A cabinet slammed in the kitchen, and they all flinched.
“You’d think he’d be at least a little pleased,” Aunt Nicki said. “Sneaking out with a boy is a very normal-teenager thing to do. I hope you at least made out with the boy.”
Eve felt her face flush.
“I’ll talk to Malcolm. You talk to
“Can we … talk?” Aidan asked.
“I’d rather not.” She wished she’d kept walking down the hall and into her bedroom. She wished she’d gone farther away than Zach’s house. She wished she hadn’t let Malcolm bring her back.
“Then I’ll talk. You’re special, Eve. You have to know that. You make me crazy, worrying about you all the time …”
“Why?” She looked at him. He was running his fingers through his artfully tousled hair. She noted that he had dark smudges under his eyes, as if he hadn’t slept. She didn’t know why—she hadn’t been gone for more than an hour. “Who am I to you?” she asked, and then she took a breath and asked a question that she knew Malcolm wouldn’t want her to ask. “Who are you to me?”
“You really have to ask that?” He looked hurt.
She should continue to lie about her memory, play along with whatever people dropped on her. “I do,” Eve said firmly.
Aidan walked to the mantel as if to look at the fake photos of her. Eve suspected he didn’t want to stand near her anymore.
“Who are you?” Eve asked.
He ran his fingers through his hair again. “Rules.”
“Forget the rules. Why should I trust you?”
“Because I care about you, Eve.” He held out his hand, as if expecting her to come to him. She laced her hands together in front of her and didn’t budge. He lowered his hand. “Because you are the first thing in this world of vacant people, tasteless food, gravity-bound structures, and flaccid entertainment that I have found interesting.”
“Uh-huh.”
Since she hadn’t crossed to him, Aidan came to her. “Or if you don’t like that answer, then try this: because I’ve lost people. People I care about. In my world, there’s a war …” His voice cracked, and for the first time, Eve thought she was seeing through his smiling facade. Then he controlled himself again. He clasped her hand and drew it to his heart. “You are the answer to a prayer. You are the treasure that I have been seeking. You are the prize that I am destined to win.”
“That’s nice.” Eve wormed her hand away from his.
“I can be your knight in shining armor. I can make you happy. I can make you safe. I can make you whole, if you let me.”