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“Oh no, that won’t be necessary.” Shit! “I must have something with my married name.” I rifle through my purse. What do I have with my name on it? I pull out my wallet, open it and find a photograph of Christian and me, on the bed in Fair Lady’s cabin. I can’t show him that! I dig out my black Amex.

“Here.”

“Mrs. Anastasia Grey,” Whelan reads. “Yes, that should do.” He frowns.

“This is highly irregular, Mrs. Grey.

“Do you want me to let my husband know that your bank has been less than cooperative?” I square my shoulders and give him my most forbidding stare.

He pauses, momentarily reassessing me, I think. “You’ll need to write a check, Mrs. Grey.”

“Sure. This account?” I show him my checkbook, trying to quell my pounding heart

“That’ll be fine. I’ll also need you to complete some additional paperwork. If you’ll excuse me for a moment?”

I nod, and he rises and stalks out of the office. Again, I release my held breath. I had no idea this would be so difficult. Clumsily, I open my checkbook and pull a pen out of my purse. Do I just make it out to cash? I have no idea. With shaking fingers I write: Five million dollars. $5,000,000.

Oh God, I hope I’m doing the right thing. Mia, think of Mia. I can’t tellanyone.

Jack’s chilling, repugnant words haunt me. “Tell no one or I’ll fuck her up before I kill her.”

Mr. Whelan returns, pale-faced and sheepish.

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“Mrs. Grey? Your husband wants to speak with you,” he murmurs and points to the phone on the glass table between us.

What? No.

“He’s on line one. Just press the button. I’ll be outside.” He has the grace to look embarrassed. Benedict Arnold has nothing on Whelan. I scowl at him, feeling the blood drain from my face again as he shuffles out of the office.

Shit! Shit! Shit! What am I going to say to Christian? He’ll know. He’ll inter-vene. He’s a danger to his sister. My hand trembles as I reach for the phone. I hold it against my ear, trying to calm my erratic breathing, and press the button for line one.

“Hi,” I murmur, trying in vain to steady my nerves.

“You’re leaving me?” Christian’s words are an agonized, breathless whisper.

What?

“No!” My voice mirrors his. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no—how can he think that?

The money? He thinks I’m going because of the money? And in moment of hor-rific clarity, I realize the only way I’m going to keep Christian at arm’s length, out of harm’s way, and to save his sister . . . is to lie.

“Yes,” I whisper. And searing pain lances through me, tears springing to my eyes.

He gasps, almost a sob. “Ana, I—” He chokes.

No! My hand clutches my mouth as I stifle my warring emotions. “Christian, please. Don’t.” I fight back tears.

“You’re going?” he says.

“Yes.”

“But why the cash? Was it always the money?” His tortured voice is barely audible.

No! Tears roll down my face. “No,” I whisper.

“Is five million enough?”

Oh please, stop!

“Yes.”

“And the baby?” His voice is a breathless echo.

What? My hand moves from my mouth to my belly. “I’ll take care of the baby,” I murmur. My Little Blip . . . our Little Blip.

“This is what you want?”

No!

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“Yes.”

He inhales sharply. “Take it all,” he hisses.

“Christian,” I sob. “It’s for you. For your family. Please. Don’t.”

“Take it all, Anastasia.”

“Christian—” And I nearly cave. Nearly tell him—about Jack, about Mia, about the ransom. Just trust me, please! I silently beg him.

“I’ll always love you.” His voice is hoarse. He hangs up.

“Christian! No . . . I love you, too.” And all the stupid shit that we put each other through over the last few days fades into insignificance. I promised I’d never leave him. I am not leaving you. I am saving your sister. I slump into the chair, weeping copiously into my hands.

I am interrupted by a timid knock on the door. Whelan enters, though I haven’t acknowledged him. He looks everywhere but at me. He’s mortified.

You called him, you bastard! I glare at him.

“You have carte blanche, Mrs. Grey,” he says. “Mr. Grey has agreed to liquefy some of his assets. He says you can have whatever you need.”

“I just need five million dollars,” I mutter through gritted teeth.

“Yes ma’am. Are you all right?”

“Do I look all right?” I snap.

“I’m sorry, ma’am. Some water?”

I nod, sullenly. I have just left my husband. Well, Christian thinks I have. My subconscious purses her lips. Because you told him so.

“I’ll have my colleague bring you some while I prepare the money. If you could just sign here, ma’am . . . and make the check out to cash and sign that, too.”