One thing that still bothered me was how the zombies had gotten on the rig in the first place. We'd encountered one, and saw signs of others the severed body parts and carnage. Had the lone zombie that we'd destroyed been responsible for the other deaths? If not, where were the rest of the creatures? The rig was deserted. And if that single, hard hat-wearing corpse had been responsible, how had he been infected in the first place? I had no answers, and thinking about it made my head hurt. There was a story here, but it wasn't mine. It was somebody else's monomyth, and it had ended badly.
I returned to the building. We set up in the crew's quarters. For a while, we didn't do much of anything. Exhausted, we simply sat there, grateful for the respite. Then we got ourselves cleaned up. I spent twenty minutes in the shower, letting the hot water caress me, feeling my aches and pains subside, washed away with the dirt and grime. It was the most wonderful thing in the world. When I emerged from the stall and toweled myself off, I felt like a new man.
We still had no clean clothes, but we found some spare uniforms in the crew's quarters and we wore those instead. After everyone had cleaned up and relaxed, we ate dinner together-canned green beans and corn, cocktail wieners, crackers, peanut butter, pickles, potato chips, cereal, and bottles of juice and water. It was a feast.
I slept like a rock that night, and when I woke up the next morning, for the first time in my life, I remembered my dreams.
I dreamed I was a hero.
Chapter Fourteen
That all happened a month ago. The summer is over now and fall is on the way. The days grow shorter. It's getting colder out here at sea, even during the daytime. The winds rip across the water, shaking the drilling platform. When the tide gets rough, it's like being back onboard the
After a few days, we settled into our new lives with remarkable ease. It felt weird, at first, not living with the constant danger. Not being on the run or in hiding, constantly glancing over our shoulders and looking for the dead. It was hard to relax, in a way. Felt irresponsible for doing so. But once we'd realized that the zombies couldn't reach us, and that we really were safe for the first time since this whole thing began, we embraced our new home.
Sometimes we talk about what could be happening on the mainland. We have no way of knowing, and it's all speculation on our part, but it helps to take our minds off things. Are the cities and towns full of dead people, or has humanity managed to fight back? If so, is there hope for a rescue someday-a way off this oil rig, and back to the lives we knew before Hamelin's Revenge?
Probably not.
We are surrounded on all sides by a dead sea. Even if the creatures in the water couldn't reach us, their smell still could. With each passing week the stench has grown stronger-rotting fish and brine. The birds have a never ending smorgasbord. But when we're inside the building and running the air filtration system, the smell doesn't bother us too much. It's only when we're outside that it gets to be too bad, and even then it's only unbearable on days with no wind. When it rains, the stench disappears.
Carol and the kids adapted well to our situation. We've each got our own room now. The privacy is nice, after all that time on the ship. She insisted on continuing their education. Both of them grumbled about it at first, but I think they actually enjoy their classes. It gives them something to do during the day-takes their mind off the overall situation. Trapped out here as we are, with no lifeboat or means of escape, monotony and boredom are our two biggest enemies. In the evening, we play video games or foosball, or shoot pool. Malik's gotten really good at the latter. He's a born hustler. One of the oil platform's crew members left behind a kite and a spool of string. When they're not studying or helping me with general maintenance, Tasha and Malik like to fly it outside. They get a really good breeze out here and the kite soars high. Carol reads a lot. We found some paperbacks in the crew's berthing area, along with magazines and even a few old newspapers. The newspapers make me sad; they're full of news that doesn't matter. Current events that once seemed so important-the price of gas, the war in the Middle East, sex on television, celebrity baby photos. Once in a while, when we're feeling hopeful, we turn on the television or radio. There's never a signal, though. The static over the radio is the loneliest sound in the world.