Distress

She smiled sunnily. "I look at it this way. We've lost a city. But we've gained a lagoon."

PART FOUR

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The camp was in jubilant disarray. There were thousands of people out in the moonlight, checking each other for injuries, raising collapsed tents, celebrating victory, mourning the city—or soberly reminding anyone who'd listen that the war might not be over. No one knew for certain what forces, what weapons, might have been concealed far from the city, safe from the devastation of the center's collapse—or what might yet crawl out of the lagoon.

I found Akili, unharmed, helping with the marquee which had fallen onto the water pumps. We embraced. I was bruised all over, my face was caked with blood, and my thrice re-opened wound was sending out flashes of pain like electric arcs—but I'd never felt more intensely alive.

Akili pulled free of me gently. "At six a.m., Mosala's TOE will be posted on the nets. Will you sit up with me and wait?" Ve looked me in the eye, hiding nothing—afraid of the plague, afraid effacing it alone.

I squeezed vis arm. "Of course."

I went to the latrines to clean up. Mercifully, the sewage conduits remained open and the raw waste previously discharged hadn't been forced back up to the surface by the compression waves of the quake. I washed the blood off my face, and then cautiously unbandaged my stomach.

The wound was still bleeding thinly. The cut from the insect's laser ran deeper than I'd realized; when I bent over the washbasin, I could feel the two walls of flesh on either side of the gash—some seven or eight centimeters long—slide against each other, disconnected except at the ends. The burn had cauterized tissue all the way through the abdominal wall—and now the dead seam had split open.

I looked around; there was no one else in sight. I thought: This is not a good idea. But I'd already been pumped full of antibiotics against the risk of internal infection…

I closed my eyes and forced three fingers deep into the wound. I touched the small intestine, blood-warm not snake-cold, resilient, muscular and unslick beneath my fingertips. This was the part of me which had almost killed me—subverted by foreign enzymes, mercilessly wringing me dry. But the body is not a traitor: it only obeys the laws it must obey in order to exist at all.

Pain caught up with me, and I almost froze—I imagined spending my life as a Bonaparte, or a self-doubting Thomas—but I jerked my hand free and then leaned against the plastic barrel of the washbasin, punching the side.

I wanted to stare into a mirror and proclaim: This is it. I know who I am, now. And I accept, absolutely, my life as a machine driven by blood, as a creature of cells and molecules, as a prisoner of the TOE.

There were no mirrors, though. Not in the latrines of a refugee camp, not even on Stateless.

And if I waited a few more hours, the words would carry more weight—because by dawn, I'd finally know the whole truth about the TOE which enabled me to speak them.

On my way back to meet Akili, I took out my notepad and scanned the international nets. The anarchists' strike against the mercenaries was being talked about, breathlessly, everywhere.

SeeNet's coverage was the best, though.

It started with a view of the lagoon itself, huge and eerily calm in the moonlight, almost a perfect circle—like some ancient flooded volcanic crater, an echo of the hidden guyot below. I felt, in spite of everything, a pang of sorrow at the death of the mercenaries whose faces I'd never seen, who'd been betrayed by solid rock, and had drowned in terror for nothing but money and the rights of EnGeneUity's shareholders.

The journalist spoke—a woman, out-of-shot, a professional with optic nerve taps. "It may take decades to reveal exactly who funded the invasion of Stateless, and why. It's not even clear, as I speak, whether or not the desperate sacrifice the residents of this island have made will save them from the aggressors.

"But I do know this. Violet Mosala—the Nobel laureate who was evacuated from Stateless in a critical condition, less than twenty-four hours ago—had intended to make this island her new home. She had hoped to lend the renegades enough respectability to enable a group of nations opposed to the UN boycott to speak their minds, at last. And if the invasion was an effort to silence those dissenting voices, it now seems doomed to failure. Violet Mosala is in a coma, fighting for her life after an attack by a violent cult—and the people of Stateless will be struggling harder than ever to survive the next few years, even if peace has come to them tonight—but the astonishing courage of both will not be easily forgotten."