“Yeah. Johnson’s scored this hot new Benz dealership for advertising bucks. He wants you to show up in two or three commercials with the owner’s pretty
boy son, kiss up to your adoring public, and make him megabucks.”
“Ah. The usual.”
Mac chuckled, then grunted as Dylan grabbed the papers and pen, turned him around, bent him over slightly, and used his back to sign on the dotted line.
When she handed the papers back, Mac took a good long look at her expression.
“You seem…pretty preoccupied, D. Everything alright?”
“Sure. Everything’s fine.”
Mac laughed softly and lightly punched her shoulder. “I’ve heard cheerier executees, my friend. What’s up?”
Dylan looked at Mac for a long moment. Though it was true that she guarded her privacy more jealously than her faithful dogs guarded her, Mac was a
dear and longtime friend. And she thought, just maybe, it would be good to open up.
“I kissed her,” she said softly, as if that explained it all.
“Excuse me?” Mac asked, bringing a hand up to his ear. “Did I hear you say you kissed someone?”
Dylan shot him a look. “Catherine.”
“Deneuve? Isn’t she a little old for you?”
“Hodges, you idiot.”
“Cath—ohhh….ohhhh….oh no. Oh no, you did not just say you kissed your star player. I didn’t just hear that. I didn’t hear that at all.” When Dylan didn’t
respond, Mac spun on her. “Damnit, D, what were you thinking?!?”
“There wasn’t much thinking going on,” Dylan admitted ruefully.
“Oh, this is bad.” Mac began to pace, his boot heels striking the court hard as he stepped. “Oh, this is worse than bad. Awwww Christ.”
“Calm down, Mac. You’re gonna give yourself a stroke.”
Mac whirled again, eyes wide, temple vein standing out, throbbing. “Stroke? Good! If I’m lucky, I’ll be too out of it to see your career explode all over the
front page news!!”
“Mac,” Dylan replied with some heat, “it was a kiss, for god’s sake! It’s not like we’re getting married. Hell, we’re not even sleeping together.”
Mac stopped. “You’re not?”
“No.”
“But…you want to, right?”
“Jesus, Mac!” Dylan exploded. “Give me a little more credit than that! Give Catherine a little more credit!”
“So you don’t want to?”
Dylan threw her hands up in the air and walked off, leaving Mac to stare after her.
After a moment, Mac trotted after her. “Dylan…Dylan wait up. I’m sorry. I acted like an ass. I’m sorry.”
Dylan slowed, but didn’t turn.
Mac sighed. “Listen…it’s just…. Aside from the fact that we’ve got a bigot for a boss, D, fraternization with one of your players goes against everything in
your contract, from the morals clause on down. It’s not that she’s a woman. It’s that you’re her boss. Her being a woman is just icing on the cake.”
He studied the tense and silent lines of her back. “Look, I know you already know all this. Hell, you probably know it better than me, but it’s….damnit, D, it’s
my job to tell you.”
“I know,” Dylan said quietly, still facing away from him.
Mac relaxed a little. “And I’m your friend too, D. And I don’t want you in the position of having to defend your actions if Catherine wants to pursue a sexual
harassment suit against you.”
Dylan slowly turned. Her eyes were flaring, though outwardly, she appeared composed. “She won’t.”
“But how do you know? I mean, don’t get me wrong, D, I like Cat. She’s a good kid. A helluva player. But…it’s happened before, with good people and good
players. I don’t want it to happen to you this time.”
“It won’t.”
“How can you be so sure?”
Dylan sighed. “She initiated it, Mac.”
Mac felt as if the weight of the world had rolled off his shoulders. “She initiated it?”
“That’s what I said.”
“Thank God! Why didn’t you tell me that in the first place?”
“She wasn’t alone in it, Mac. I responded. I enjoyed it. I….god.” Her shoulders slumped and she stared down at the ground. “It’s something I was thinking
about before it even happened.”
“Awww, D.”
“I know. I know. I’m attracted to her, Mac. Nothing I can do about that.”
“You’ve been attracted to women before, D. You don’t always….”
“Kiss them?”
“Yeah.”
“It just happened. It just….”
“Will it happen again?”
Dylan shook her head. “I don’t know.”
Mac gentled his tone. “Do you want it to happen again?”
And that was the million dollar question. Part of her, a very large part, did want it. Another part, smaller but just as strident, wanted to run away screaming,
for the exact reasons Mac had so succinctly spelled out to her. In the end, she answered the only way she could.
“I don’t know.”
Part 3
She closed her eyes and finally fell into a fitful sleep. Her mind was wandering all over the spectrum. Part of her was admittedly rather giddy over the kiss,
and another part of her was terrified that she had really messed up.
The dream started rather simply.
She was playing basketball.
The scene switched between the driveway of her parents home and the empty Badgers arena. She was shooting great, enjoying nothing but net every time.
Looking down, she realized she was stark naked.
Looking to the sideline, she also realized that Dylan Lambert was watching her, eyes avid to her every move.