In truth, Julia could have been served mealworms and probably would not have noticed. Not when her body was still soaring from all those lovely sensations William had wrought upon her simply with the movement of his hand. And now he sat at her side, handsome and charming, engaging in polite conversation as though none of it had happened.
But it had. Oh, it definitely had. The occasional side glance he slid her way told her he was anticipating the next time as much as she was.
But that was not the only thing she continued to remember. Hodges’s words prodded at her as well. The reason William was so perfect. He’d had spent the better part of his life making himself immaculate, so he could stay in a home where he was inevitably sent away from regardless. And now, he was once more trying to be perfect to keep her.
The very idea tugged at the inside of her chest.
Her mind twisted, wrestling between the real William she was beginning to discover, and the fear she harbored that he might someday break her heart. What she did know was that the simple act of leaving him, even to use the necessary, made her ache to be with him once more.
That was not a good sign, was it?
After reaching the retiring room and convincing a very naughty Bruiser to wait patiently outside, Julia entered to find Lady Jane dabbing her eyes.
Her bright gaze found Julia’s. “Do you think he likes me? Lord Hesterton, I mean.”
Julia suppressed a cringe at the question. It was obvious the man was trying to be rid of the failed match attempt. “Why do you ask?”
“The topic of marriage came up at dinner. First Lord Mortry declared he would never trust his heart to a woman. With his terrible past, it’s so easy to see why, the poor dear. And then Noah proclaimed he had no wish to marry a pretty young thing who is merely out to get his title and wealth.”
“That is why you believe he doesn’t like you?” Julia asked.
Lady Jane nodded miserably.
“What do you like about him?” Julia asked.
Lady Jane blinked. “He’s a marquis.”
“And what else?” Julia prodded. “His pleasant demeanor? His willingness to try new things?” She barely managed not to laugh.
“What did you like about the duke?” Lady Jane asked.
Well, now, that was a good question, wasn’t it? Julia had been glad for the opportunity to escape her home. But it had been more than that.
“He was kind.” Julia smiled softly at the memories of when they were courting. “He’s such a large man, and yet his touch was always gentle, his words always soft spoken and considerate.”
Lady Jane furrowed her brow. “I don’t think anything about Lord Hesterton is soft…”
“Do you like that?” Julia asked.
The younger woman shook her head.
Lady Doursly shoved into the room, followed by the little white dog that immediately attached himself to Julia’s side.
“Jane,” Lady Doursly snapped. “Lord Hesterton is outside this very door.”
“Mama, I do not believe—”
“This very door,” Lady Doursly repeated in a hiss. She grabbed her daughter and pulled her into the hall. Julia followed in time to see Lord Hesterton spin away and quickly limp in the opposite direction. Lady Doursly walked toward him. He moved with more haste. Lady Doursly matched his pace and the hunted marquis limped faster still.
Lady Jane, however, held back. “Thank you for your advice, Your Grace. I found it most enlightening.”
“As did I,” Julia said to herself. Not that it mattered, for Lady Jane was already making her way back to the salon for the games.
Julia followed slowly, her mind lost in her observation of William. He
When she entered, the salon’s candles were half snuffed out and a large punchbowl had been set at a table’s center, which the guests gathered around. The distinct aroma of brandy hung in the air.
“Snapdragon.” Nancy clapped her hands. “Who is going first?”
The game had always frightened Julia. The entire bowl was to be lit aflame and people had to pluck a fat raisin from the fiery depths. She had never played the game herself.
“I think the Duke of Stedton ought to take the lead.” A dry, papery voice spoke up. Everyone in the room turned to find Lord Venerton, quite awake, his dark eyes glittering in the semi-darkness.
William gave a charming smile and stepped forward. “By all means.” He rolled up the sleeve of his left arm, the one without the burn.
A servant touched a candle to the brandy, and blue flames leapt to life over the smooth surface amid the gasps and delighted coos of the small crowd. A muscle worked along William’s jaw and the jovial expression on his face looked more carved than natural.
It was cruel to make a man who had narrowly escaped from fire to plunge his good arm into a bowl of it. No doubt Lord Venerton knew as much.
Apparently, he did deserve his wife.
“Come now,” Julia said. “Shouldn’t it be ladies first?”
William startled and glanced down at her, his bared forearm held aloft.