She was tempted to ask for her children but that was non–Bene Gesserit. Someday . . . maybe.
Immediately on returning, she had Duncan to accommodate and this confused Honored Matres. They were as bad as the Bene Gesserit. “What’s so special about one man?”
No longer a reason for him to remain in the ship but he refused to leave. “I’ve a mental mosaic to assemble: a piece that cannot be moved, extraordinary behavior, and willing participation in their dream. I must find limits to test. That’s missing. I know how to find it. Get in tune. Don’t think; do it.”
It made no sense. She humored him although he was changed. A stability to this new Duncan that she accepted as a challenge. By what right did he assume a self-satisfied air? No . . . not self-satisfied. It was more being at peace with a decision. He refused to share it!
“I’ve accepted things. You must do the same.”
She had to admit this described what she was doing.
On her first morning back, she arose at dawn and entered the workroom. Wearing the red robe, she sat in Mother Superior’s chair and summonded Bellonda.
Bell stood at one end of the worktable. She knew. The design became clear in execution. Odrade had imposed a debt on her as well. Thus, the silence: assessing how she must pay.
Bellonda spoke finally. “The only crisis I’d care to compare with this one is the advent of the Tyrant.”
Murbella reacted sharply. “Hold your tongue, Bell, unless you’ve something useful to say!”
Bellonda took the reprimand calmly (uncharacteristic response). “Dar had changes in mind. This what she expected?”
Murbella softened her tone. “We’ll rehash ancient history later. This is an opening chapter.”
“Bad news.” That was the old Bellonda.
Murbella said: “Admit the first group. Be cautious. They are Great Honored Matre’s High Council.”
Bell left to obey.
Now was the time for the historical art of politics she had learned from Odrade.
Every reward came from on high. Not a good policy with the Bene Gesserit but this group entering the workroom, they were familiar with a Patroness Great Honored Matre; they would accept “new political necessities.” Temporarily. It was always temporary, especially with Honored Matres.
Bell and watchdogs knew she would be a long time sorting this out.
It would require extremely demanding attention from all of them. And the first thing was the sharply discerning gaze of innocence.
Bellonda ushered in the Council and retired silently.
Murbella waited until they were seated. A mixed lot: some aspirants to supreme power. Angelika there smiling so prettily. Some waiting (not even daring to hope yet) but gathering what they could.
“Our Sisterhood was acting with stupidity,” Murbella accused. She noted the ones who took this angrily. “You would have killed the goose!”
They did not understand. She dredged up the parable. They listened with proper attention, even when she added: “Don’t you realize how desperately we need every one of these witches? We outnumber them so greatly that each of them will carry an enormous teaching burden!”
They considered this and, bitter though it was, they were forced to a qualified acceptance because she said it.
Murbella hammered it home. “Not only am I your Great Honored Matre . . . Does anyone question that?”
No one questioned.
“...but I am Bene Gesserit Mother Superior. They can do little else but confirm me in office.”
Two of them started to protest but Murbella cut them short. “No! You would be powerless to enforce your will on them. You would have to kill them all. But they will obey me.”