But once more pensive and distressed Beside his Olga doth he grieve, Nor enough strength of mind possessed To mention the foregoing eve, He mused: "I will her saviour be! With ardent sighs and flattery The vile seducer shall not dare The freshness of her heart impair, Nor shall the caterpillar come The lily's stem to eat away, Nor shall the bud of yesterday Perish when half disclosed its bloom!"— All this, my friends, translate aright: "I with my friend intend to fight!"
XVI
If he had only known the wound Which rankled in Tattiana's breast, And if Tattiana mine had found— If the poor maiden could have guessed That the two friends with morning's light Above the yawning grave would fight,— Ah! it may be, affection true Had reconciled the pair anew!But of this love, e'en casually, As yet none had discovered aught; Eugene of course related nought, Tattiana suffered secretly; Her nurse, who could have made a guess, Was famous for thick-headedness.
XVII
Lenski that eve in thought immersed, Now gloomy seemed and cheerful now, But he who by the Muse was nursed Is ever thus. With frowning brow To the pianoforte he moves And various chords upon it proves, Then, eyeing Olga, whispers low: "I'm happy, say, is it not so?"— But it grew late; he must not stay; Heavy his heart with anguish grew; To the young girl he said adieu, As it were, tore himself away.Gazing into his face, she said: "What ails thee?"—"Nothing."—He is fled.
XVIII
At home arriving he addressedHis care unto his pistols' plight,Replaced them in their box, undressedAnd Schiller read by candlelight.But one thought only filled his mind,His mournful heart no peace could find,Olga he sees before his eyesMiraculously fair arise,Vladimir closes up his book,And grasps a pen: his verse, albeitWith lovers' rubbish filled, was neatAnd flowed harmoniously. He tookAnd spouted it with lyric fire—Like D[elvig] when dinner doth inspire.
XIX
Destiny hath preserved his lay. I have it. Lo! the very thing! "Oh! whither have ye winged your way, Ye golden days of my young spring?What will the coming dawn reveal? In vain my anxious eyes appeal; In mist profound all yet is hid. So be it! Just the laws which bid The fatal bullet penetrate, Or innocently past me fly.Good governs all! The hour draws nigh Of life or death predestinate. Blest be the labours of the light, And blest the shadows of the night.