Eva Ibbotson

The doctor of the Vasco da Gama, only too aware of the lethal fevers which raged in that part of the world, had greeted with unconcealed relief the appearance, the day before they were due to dock at Belem, of the tell-tale white spots inside Henry’s mouth.

“Measles, Madame, without a doubt,” he said in excellent English. “You must be extremely relieved…”

“Yes, indeed. Now we can travel on down to Manaus. I have friends there who can make him comfortable.”

“Travel on!” The doctor was shocked. “Certainly not! There is no question of subjecting the child to the river journey in this heat. He needs careful nursing—and I have my other passengers to think of.”

“It is probably the other passengers he caught it from,” flashed Isobel. “Those dirty people in the steerage.”

But the doctor was adamant. “I hope there will be no complications, but damage to the eyes or the chest cannot be entirely ruled out. We shall ask the nuns of the Sacred Heart to take him in. They are excellent nurses and will not, I think, refuse the child.”

And the nuns, seeing Henry with streaming eyes and a temperature of 104°, had not refused.

“I’m absolutely all right.” Henry’s painful croak came once more from the high white bed. “You don’t, have to stay.”

“I shall stay until Sister Concepcion comes back,” said Isobel. But she took her watch surreptitiously from her pocket and looked at it. There was really nothing to do for Henry—all the proper nursing was done by the nuns—and it made these vigils very long.

How dreadfully unattractive he looked, poor scrap. His rash was at its blotchiest; his hair, darkened by sweat, clung to his scalp. The nuns had removed his glasses and the gray eyes were swollen and streaming. Would Rom be put off by such a charge? After all, Henry was the child of a man he had every reason to detest. She had rehearsed so often her appearance before Rom—helpless, a little penitent, holding her defenseless child by the hand.

But not a child who looked as Henry looked now.

Oh, God, the frustration of being balked when she was so close to her goal! Should she have sent a message to Rom by Doctor Finch-Dutton, who had traveled on with scant concern—it seemed to her—for the fate of his stranded countrywoman? No… Her instinct to surprise Rom was sound, she was sure. Warned of her appearance he might refuse to see her; she had not forgotten his face that last day at Stavely. To keep the reason for her journey secret from everyone, even the child, had been wise, she was certain.

Henry moved his aching head on the pillow. His mother’s impatience came across to him as tangibly as if she was pacing the floor or biting her nails. Yesterday, knowing how badly he had failed her, he had tried to get out of bed and find some of that white stuff which the nuns put on his rash to make it itch less. He had thought that if he covered his face with it properly, they might think he was better and let him travel on—and then his mother would be happy again. It was a silly thing to think, but measles made you muddled… and anyway it hadn’t worked, because before he could get to the cupboard the room had begun to spin round and Sister Concepcion had come and scolded him and carried him back to bed.

Only I must get better quicker, thought Henry. It was awful, letting down his mother when she had taken him on a proper adventure. The ship had been lovely; everyone had been so kind. They had seen dolphins and flying fish and the captain had let him go on the bridge. And then, just when the best bit was about to begin—the journey down the Amazon—God had sent him the measles.

But it wasn’t only that he had spoiled the journey. Though she had said nothing, Henry knew why his mother was so impatient—she wanted to get on quickly and find the “secret boy.” He had known from the start that they were going to look for him. It had been his name on the washing basket and he was on the Amazon, as Henry had known. Suddenly his mother hadn’t minded speaking about him—she had wanted to—and the stories she told him were better even than old Nannie’s.

All the while as they prepared for the journey, his mother had been in a good mood, talking and laughing and looking so beautiful in her black dresses. Even when they came and put up boards to say that Stavely was for sale, she hadn’t seemed to mind. “We’re just going on a holiday,” she had kept on saying, but Henry knew better.

And now he had spoiled everything. Now it was like it had been before when he could do nothing right.

A spasm of coughing seized him, painful and dry.

“Henry, you mustn’t cough in people’s faces. Where is your handkerchief?”

Where indeed? He groped under the hot sheet, eventually found a crumpled handkerchief and covered his mouth. It was odd how everything could hurt at once: his head, his chest, his throat, even the backs of his legs…