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“That’s stupid,” she said. “People get sick all the time. My father says that if you get sick that’s good because it makes you stronger to fight other colds.”

“Once I got sick and my mother caught it and she died,” the nineteen-year-old senior said. This was also a surprise. It was the first time he had admitted to anyone this deep-rooted belief in his own guilt. But at that moment he didn’t feel guilty.

Raela’s face took on the sadness in Eric’s heart.

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“That’s awful,” she said, “but it doesn’t mean it’ll happen with me.”

“How could I know that?” he asked.

“Let’s flip a coin.”

They settled on the rules of their game. The best out of five, but the winner had to win by at least two. Eric had never in his life lost that configuration.

They started at 10:15 a.m.

At noon she was only one flip up on him.

Eric opened the door, and the teenager came into the college man’s room. They sat across from each other on sofa chairs, and she told him everything that she’d felt in her short life and he told her everything that he’d experienced. He told her about the tennis game and Christie and Mona and Thomas. When he talked about Mama Branwyn, the girl moved to sit next to him. She held his hand, listening with rapt attention and without any question of his seemingly overblown ego.

“Sometimes I wonder why people like me so much,” she said. “I mean, it’s not like I’m any better than anybody. Lots of people I’ve read about have done truly amazing things. They invented electricity or brought Christianity to Ireland. They conquered the world or made things so beautiful that people line up five thousand years later to see their works.”

“Yeah,” Eric said. It was a brief reply, but Raela knew that he was moved by her words. “But most people don’t care about that kinda stuff. They see blue eyes or a nice body and they believe that they can get somewhere.”

“Where?” Raela asked, looking into Eric’s eyes.

He could see that she wasn’t besotted with him. It was his knowledge she was after.

“I don’t know. It’s like someplace that they imagine you 1 9 3

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come from. A room somewhere where the food is better and the TVs are bigger and then they can have anything they want.”

“Yeah,” Raela said with a big smile.

Raela knew in her heart that this man was meant to be hers, and he knew it too. They talked until the sun went down. In that time his chest cold cleared up, and she made him promise to be her friend.

“Raela,” a man’s voice called from out in the yard.

“Out here with Eric, Daddy,” the innocent girl exclaimed, jumping to her feet.

He walked into the guesthouse, a rhinoceros nosing its way into a mole’s den.

Eric had never met anyone like Kronin Stark. He was at least six and a half feet tall, weighing well over three hundred pounds. His black hair was too long for a man his age, and his mustache was so profuse that it overwhelmed his trim beard.

He had huge hands and great black eyes made to mesmerize.

When he asked, “What’s this?” Eric felt a small quelling in his heart.

“This is my new friend, Eric, Daddy,” Raela said with absolute certainty.

“I thought that he was your brother’s friend?”

“We can share. Eric and I flipped coins and came up even almost.”

Surprise registered on the big man’s face. His brow furrowed, and he began to take deeper consideration of the young man.

“I see,” he said at last. “Well . . . welcome to the family, Eric.”

As the billionaire turned to leave, the Golden Boy watched him, unable to speak or even to register what had just happened.

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“See?” Raela said. “We will be friends forever and that’s that.”

The final tone of Raela’s exuberance stayed with Eric, but it didn’t make him at all happy. He had found the girl who would become the woman for him, but he didn’t want to sink the lives of his daughter and her mother in order to have her. He feared what could happen. On the short drive home he considered deserting Christie, going to Mexico or Ghana and starting a new life far away from anyone he could hurt.

He thought of telling Christie the truth: that he had to leave in order to save her more pain. Raela, he knew, would have believed him, but Christie would never understand.

Driving down Sunset Boulevard, Eric felt the trap of his fate closing in. He thought about the tiger’s son who was the cause of his parents’ death. In his fantasy Raela transformed into a great feline, and she stalked Mona and Christie in a dark alley.

He could see them but could not stop the monster from pounc-ing; he couldn’t because the monster was his own leaping heart.

His eyes were stinging from a sudden sweat, and his hands, also sweating, slipped and shook upon the steering wheel. He pulled to the curb and tried to think his way out of the vision that he believed was true.

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