Good Citizens Need Not Fear: Stories

“Where’s your son and the rest of them?”

“Work, the park, and the belly,” said Nika. “But you came.” It sounded like a question, Nika wondering aloud which version of Smena had come: the vengeful or the forgiving one. Smena still wasn’t sure herself.

“So they’re finally admitting you,” said Smena.

Nika nodded at the men and receptionist yelling at each other. “To be decided.” She lowered the cover from her face. The skull with which Smena had become so well acquainted shone under Nika’s pale, cracked skin, its outline disturbingly visible, now in three dimensions.

Nika gave a nervous laugh. “This is a bed, Smena. Look at it. It doesn’t fold into anything. It’s not a couch or a desk or a storage box. It’s a bed and you don’t feel bad lying in it. Try it.”

“What?”

“This bed. You’re going to try this bed.” Nika pushed her head and shoulders into her pillow, wriggled the rest of her body toward the rail at the edge of the bed. Smena thought Nika was playing a joke until a pale leg poked out from under the sheets and draped itself over the rail.

“No, Nika—” She grabbed Nika’s bony ankle. Nika swung a second leg over the rail, and now Smena held on to both ankles. “Keep down, will you?”

“You can’t know till you’re in it.”

Nika’s breaths were heavy, rasping, and Smena now saw the immense strength Nika’s seemingly whimsical gesture had required. She heaved Nika’s legs back onto the bed, rearranged the sheets.

“Tell you what,” said Smena. “When you’re well again and ready to go home, we’ll get you a real bed. A big one. Have your son and his family move into my apartment. I don’t need the space anymore. And as for me, if you want, I mean, only if the prospect doesn’t sound too awful—”

“You’ll move in with me.” Nika’s face softened. “It’ll be like back in the dorms,” she said. “But only the best parts. No exams. And you’ll take the bed. I’ll take the foldout.”

“We’ll get two beds. They’ll take up the whole room.”

“What if one of us takes a lover?”

“We’ll work out a visitation schedule.”

Nika looked up at the ceiling, spread her arms and legs out, letting herself float in the daydream. “If only we’d decided all this sooner.”

“It’s not too late.” It felt so easy now, to play along, to plot their future together. Smena stroked her friend’s hair. The roots were oily and she longed to grab them by the fistful, let the musky sheen settle between her fingers.

The nurse with the mop was eyeing them. Smena said, “I have to go.” Where, she wasn’t sure. It would be midday, the sun at its warmest. She could go to the bazaar, buy something to eat right from the stalls. Fried dumplings, filled with mushrooms or ground beef. Or sour cream, fatty yellow and runny, which she’d drink straight from the jar. And afterward? She could go anywhere, board any bus or train. The thought was terrifying and thrilling.

“Wait till I’m asleep,” said Nika.

Smena didn’t have to wait long.

MISS USSR

On Monday morning, the phone on Konstantyn Illych’s desk rang. He reached for the receiver without taking his eyes off the budget sheets spread before him.

“You didn’t alert us to the beauty pageant,” said a woman on the other end of the line. She introduced herself as Irina Glebovna, the new Minister of Culture—his most superior superior. Never before had a Minister called the lowly Kirovka Cultural Club. He turned down the steady prattle of the radio, welcoming the interruption.

“My sincerest apologies,” he offered. “Did you want to enroll?”

She ignored this. “Contestants lined up around the block. A victory parade. A marching band, Konstantyn Illych? With what funds?” She drew out her vowels but swallowed the word endings, exaggerating a posh Muscovite accent.

“People volunteered. Civic duty.”

“I heard a recording of the winner’s talent routine.” She was referring to Orynko Bondar’s singing of “The Glory and the Freedom of Ukraine Has Not Yet Perished,” once the anthem of Ukraine, banned by Moscow since 1922. “The singing,” Irina Glebovna remarked, “it wasn’t very good.”

Konstantyn did not disagree. He hoped this was all the Minister had to say on the subject.

“I can’t help but think”—here her voice sharpened, a butter knife swapped for a boning knife—“that the girl, your Miss Kirovka, earned her title on political grounds.”

Aesthetic grounds, Konstantyn wanted to argue. Orynko possessed an outlandish beauty: moonlit teeth, freakishly large amber eyes, long silvery hair that doused her back and shoulders like mercury. But Konstantyn, being what he was—a slouchy forty-seven-year-old male with an uncertain marital status—thought better than to extol a teenager’s looks. He settled on “The judges chose her, not I.”

“You must be pleased with yourself.” The Minister’s tone suggested the opposite. “Your counterpart in Kiev was so charmed by your contest, she was about to organize one at the national level—Miss Ukraine SSR.”

“Whatever Kiev is planning, I have nothing to do with it.” Yet Konstantyn couldn’t help chuckling, proud his pageant idea had caught on.