In Laymon's Terms

VERYONE MAKES MISTAKES, a truth Patty knew all too well from her lifetime of experience, which was why she believed in the power of forgiving and forgetting when a wrong had been committed against her.

She even told this to the women at the rundown motel where she had been staying lately, but she didn’t think they understood. Not that it mattered. She would never go back there or see those people in that terrible part of the city again. The motel was loud and dirty and everyone was rude. The walls were made of dirty cinderblock and her neighbors were so dangerous all of the windows had metal bars on them.

Patty had never been in such an appalling place before, and she loved God and she loved her husband, which was why she had to get away from there as fast as she could. She was relieved she would never have to go back again. Today she would forgive Roger and then they would begin their new life together.

“Everything will be better now,” Patty stated, trying to stay focused on her goals while she drove. “I understand what we did wrong and I’ve learned from our mistakes.”

The noise of the city hammered Patty as she slowed the rental car to a stop at one of the many busy intersections between her and the suburbs. The summer day would have been beautiful if she hadn’t been trapped in the middle of the polluted city. A tractor-trailer roared past, horn blaring, engine snarling, black puffs of smoke spitting out of the chrome pipes behind the cab as the driver ran the red light.

While Patty waited for the light to change, she made sure the large bottle of cheap champagne was still upright on the seat next to her, and then she pulled a compact from the side pocket of her new purse. The price sticker and bar code were still affixed to the bottom of the peach-colored plastic shell.

Her tight white dress was also brand new, as were the red bra and panties and the high-heeled shoes. She had never dressed like this before in her life. She wondered what her mother would say. Then Patty pushed the thought from her mind.

She flipped the compact open and checked her makeup, lipstick, and hair in the tiny mirror. She felt so much older now. Dark lines had formed under her eyes and wrinkles were carving niches in her skin. All of the emotional turmoil had done this to her, she realized.

Could be worse, Patty thought, returning the compact to her purse. The stoplight was still red. She checked the large bottle of champagne again—she wasn’t used to having alcohol in the car and she was afraid a police officer might see it—and then she opened the glove compartment and reached for a tiny bottle of perfume called Noix Cheres, which she had purchased especially for tonight.

The perfume cost her over $50 and she knew Roger would kill her if he discovered she had spent so much on so little. She was terrified she might somehow lose the bottle, too. After leaving the fancy store, Patty had hidden the bottle behind the assorted collection of paperwork in the glove compartment. She felt relief when she confirmed the perfume hadn’t moved.

Patty hoped Roger would like the scent. He was always looking out for her, trying to make her happy and keep her safe, and she knew she needed to be more aware of his needs if their relationship was to stay strong. Yes, there had been some problems lately, but she now realized those problems weren’t all Roger’s fault. During the time she had spent in the rundown motel, she had begun to see the world differently.

“Tonight I’ll make up for lost time,” Patty said as she liberally sprayed the Noix Cheres onto her neck. The perfume smelled like spoiled fish to her, but the saleslady had said the scent was perfect for an evening of romance. The lady had said the perfume was divine.

The light changed and someone behind Patty honked. Patty raised her middle finger—something else she had never done before in her entire life—and then she headed home, not looking back.

An hour later Patty slowed to a stop in front of the two-story colonial house deep in the heart of the suburbs. The street was tree-lined and the sidewalks were decorated with children’s chalk drawings. The kids playing around the neighborhood always made Patty a little sad since she and Roger could never have a baby due to his incredibly low sperm count.

The proper lawns were dotted with trimmed shrubs and beautiful gardens for as far as the eye could see. Everything looked so much more alive than when she left. So much more beautiful.

Patty realized she really was seeing life differently now. She checked her watch and smiled.

“Perfect!” She had at least an hour until Roger came home from work. The champagne bottle would be chilled when he arrived and she was positive the evening was going to work out exactly as she had dreamed.

Patty got out of the car and stepped onto the lawn. The grass was green and soft. She loved her home and her yard and her neighborhood. She never wanted to leave again.