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      I                     Smile of the Moon! — for so I name                     That silent greeting from above;                     A gentle flash of light that came                     From her whom drooping captives love;                     Or art thou of still higher birth?                     Thou that didst part the clouds of earth,                     My torpor to reprove!      II                     Bright boon of pitying Heaven! — alas,                     I may not trust thy placid cheer!                     Pondering that Time to-night will pass                     The threshold of another year;                     For years to me are sad and dull;                     My very moments are too full                     Of hopelessness and fear.      III                     And yet, the soul-awakening gleam,                     That struck perchance the farthest cone                     Of Scotland's rocky wilds, did seem                     To visit me, and me alone;                     Me, unapproached by any friend,                     Save those who to my sorrows lend                     Tears due unto their own.      IV                     To-night the church-tower bells will ring                     Through these wild realms a festive peal;                     To the new year a welcoming;                     A tuneful offering for the weal                     Of happy millions lulled in sleep;                     While I am forced to watch and weep,                     By wounds that may not heal.      V                     Born all too high, by wedlock raised                     Still higher — to be cast thus low!                     Would that mine eyes had never gazed                     On aught of more ambitious show                     Than the sweet flowerets of the fields                     — It is my royal state that yields                     This bitterness of woe.      VI                     Yet how? — for I, if there be truth                     In the world's voice, was passing fair;                     And beauty, for confiding youth,                     Those shocks of passion can prepare                     That kill the bloom before its time;                     And blanch, without the owner's crime,                     The most resplendent hair.      VII                     Unblest distinction! showered on me                     To bind a lingering life in chains:                     All that could quit my grasp, or flee,                     Is gone; — but not the subtle stains                     Fixed in the spirit; for even here                     Can I be proud that jealous fear,                     Of what I was remains.      VIII                     A Woman rules my prison's key;                     A sister Queen, against the bent                     Of law and holiest sympathy,                     Detains me, doubtful of the event;                     Great God, who feel'st for my distress,                     My thoughts are all that I possess,                     О keep them innocent!      IX                     Farewell desire of human aid,                     Which abject mortals vainly court!                     By friends deceived, by foes betrayed,                     Of fears the prey, of hopes the sport;                     Nought but the world-redeeming Cross                     Is able to supply my loss,                     My burthen to support.      X                     Hark! the death-note of the year                     Sounded by the castle-clock!                     From her sunk eyes a stagnant tear                     Stole forth, unsettled by the shock;                     But oft the woods renewed their green,                     Ere the tired head of Scotland's Queen                     Reposed upon the block!

ЖАЛОБА МЭРИ, КОРОЛЕВЫ ШОТЛАНДЦЕВ, В КАНУН НОВОГО ГОДА [99]

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