Like A Hole In The Head

     I saw the light go up in the spare bedroom on the other side of the bungalow to our bedroom. Ordinarily, I would have helped her make up the bed. I liked to share the work around the place with her. I never liked to be far from her, but now, I let her make the bed. I just sat there, looking at the moon until it was time to get the car and drive into Paradise City.

     I heaved myself out of the chair and found Lucy making coffee for tomorrow's breakfast.

     "I have to go to the Imperial Hotel," I said, standing in the doorway. "Savanto wants to finalise this thing. I'll be back around eleven thirty. Okay ?"

     During the four months we had been married, I had never left her on her own on this lonely range. I knew she scared easily and I was annoyed with myself for not thinking of this when I had said I'd meet Savanto at his hotel.

     But although her eyes were a little scared, she smiled.

     "All right, Jay. I'll wait up for you."

     I grabbed hold of her and hugged her to me.

     "Honey, this means everything to me," I said and slid my hands down her slim back until I cupped her buttocks. I pulled her hard against me. "I love you."

     "You scare me . . . I've never seen you like this . . . suddenly, you're so hard and tough . . . you scare me." She was speaking with her mouth against my neck and I could feel her trembling.

     "Come on, Lucy," I said, pushing her away. "There's nothing about me to scare you." I looked beyond her at the kitchen clock. It was close on 21.15. I would have to hurry. "Lock up. Wait for me. I'll be back as soon as I can."

     I reached the Imperial Hotel a few minutes after 22.00. The hall porter told me Mr. Savanto was in the Silver Trout suite on the fourteenth floor. A snooty bus boy in a cream and scarlet uniform took me up, opened a door and waved me into a big, luxuriously furnished sitting-room. On the far wall was a big silver trout, lit by concealed lights and looking very opulent : a set-piece to please the customers.

     Savanto was sitting on the balcony, overlooking the promenade, the beach and the sea, lit by the silver-white moon. As I walked into the sitting-room, he called to me and I joined him on the balcony.

     "Thank you for coming, Mr. Benson," he said. "You had to leave your beautiful wife on her own. I should have thought of that. It was thoughtless of me."

     "She's durable," I said. "Have you talked to your son?"

     "All business?" Savanto looked up at me and smiled. "I am now satisfied that you won't fail me, Mr. Benson."

     "Have you talked to your son?"

     He waved me to a chair.

     "A whisky . . . something?"

     "No . . . we're wasting time. What did he say?"

     "He is a good boy. He does what I say. It is all right, Mr. Benson. Until the evening of the 26th he is yours, body and soul." He paused and looked at me. "That is what you want, isn't it?"

     I sat down and lit a cigarette.

     "What else do you want to say to me?"

     "Looking at you now, Mr. Benson, I can understand how it was possible for you to have spent so many hours alone in the jungle, waiting to kill your enemies."

     "What else do you want to say to me?" I repeated.

     He regarded me, then nodded with approval.

     "Here is five hundred dollars." He took from his wallet five one hundred dollar bills and offered them to me. I took them, checked them and then shoved them in my hip pocket.

     "Thank you."

     "You tell me you are shutting the school and getting rid of your pupils?"

     "That's right. They are a waste of money and time anyway. When your son arrives I will have no time for anyone else."

     "That is good. Has your wife any relations, Mr. Benson?" I stiffened.

     What's that to do with you?"

     "I was thinking it would be better for her to visit someone while you instruct my son."

     "If you mean she might take my mind off what I'm going to do, you're making a mistake. My wife stays with me."

     Savanto rubbed his jaw and stared for a long moment at the sea, glittering in the moonlight.

     "Very well. Now there is another thing, Mr. Benson, you should know. It is absolutely necessary that no one . . . I repeat that. . . no one knows that you are instructing my son to shoot. No one . . . especially the police."

     I felt a sudden prickle of apprehension crawl up my spine. "What does that mean?"

     "We are embarking on a deal that will make you wealthy, Mr. Benson. I am sure you are reasonable enough to expect certain rules which you, I and my son will respect. One of these rules is strict secrecy."

     "I heard you the first time. Why shouldn't the police know your son is getting instruction from me?"

"Because he would go to prison if it was found out."

     I tossed my cigarette butt over the balcony rail not caring if it landed on some dowager's wig.

     "Keep talking," I said. "I want the whole photo."

     "Yes, Mr. Benson, I have no doubt that you do. My son is unfortunately tall. He is also very shy. He has many good points : he is kind, considerate . . . he's well read . . ."

     "I don't give a goddam what your son is. Why shouldn't the cops know he is getting shooting instruction from me? What's this about prison?"