Chianni stirred, throwing off her obvious awe to grasp at the loose end left flailing.
'And the feral child? What of him?'
Sahaal smiled again, warmth flourishing in his chest.
'He had no tutors. No one would take him in, so he grew wild and independent. No one would feed him, so he learned to hunt and feed himself. No one would comfort him when he was taken by the nightmares in his sleep, or by the visions that plagued his waking hours, or by the fits that wracked his body — so he grew strong and wily, and overcame the nightmares, and deciphered the visions, and repressed the fits.
'No one would teach him what justice was, and so — like no child had ever done before, and no child has ever done since — he taught himself. He saw callousness and cruelty, and recognised them. He saw strength being abused, productivity and
'N-no, my lord.'
'He learned that justice
'And he learned that there is only
She swallowed, eyes not leaving him for an instant.
Sahaal went on, quieter than before, voice no more than a whisper. The thugs and the thieves, the rapists and the murderers: they gripped that world tight in their hands because every man and woman was afraid of them. And so the feral warrior became the one thing that would stop them:
'Something that even
'He taught them justice through terror. He led that world into peace and efficiency, where before only violence and anarchy had reigned, and he did so unaided, alone in the dark, for the good of them all.
'His name was Konrad Curze, and he was my master.'
He leaned away from the priestess and watched her closely, gauging her response. She struggled, of course — who would not? — but again the curiosity at her core overcame the awe, an addict demanding
'Your master...' she breathed. 'What happened to him?'
'His father found him. The Emperor came to him and embraced him, and they went into the stars to lead the mightiest crusade that ever was.'
'S-so he lives? He lives still?'
A bleak tableau erupted behind Sahaal's eyes: a scene he had revisited in his dreams a million times over, each one cutting him deeper than the last.
Sahaal had been there. He had seen it, hiding in the shadows like some child at play, honouring his vow with tears upon his cheeks. He would not intervene. He would not stop her. He would watch and nothing more: and it hurt him like a cold fire in his guts that could never be doused.
Oh, by the dark, his
Such words of venom and vengeance he spoke, such heartbroken sentiments.