Medusa

‘You’ve got me mixed up with somebody else.’

‘Mebbe. But then this Navy fellow came looking for you, and the odd thing is that when he was a kid he was sent to stay with the Evanses. I’d see the two of you out swimming together, larking about, all over the place you were until you broke into a cabin cruiser, downed some drink and got pissed as farts. It was the other one fell into the ‘oggin, I remember, and Billie had to go after ‘im with the pilot boat, the tide fair sluicing and the poor little bugger carried right out towards the shingle banks.’

Evans said something about it being time they were in bed and the sound of their voices faded as the two of them went out into the night. Shortly afterwards the outboard started up, the sound of it gradually dying away as Carp called down to me that I could come out now. He was grinning. ‘Couldn’t get away fast enough, could he? I reck’n it was him all right.’

‘The boy you knew as a kid?’ He nodded, and I said, ‘I thought you said he had red hair.’

‘That’s right. Real Tishan. But you can dye it, can’t you? Dye it black and it alters the whole look of a man. And that funny moustache. That’s why I couldn’t be sure, not at first. But the way he said it was ‘is bedtime … You know there was a moment when I thort he was going to call up his mate and have a go at searching that engine compartment without permission. That’s why I started telling him about Felixstowe Ferry. Pat Evans. That was the boy’s name. Same name, you see. And both of them sent off to Ganges. It was the nearest place, outside of the Borstal over by Hollesley, to instil some discipline into the young rascals.’

He rubbed his hands on his denims. ‘Quite a dag up on deck, real wet, like a mist had come down. Care for some coffee?’ And before I could reply, he went on, ‘Had the nerve to ask me if we’d got any liquor on board. He’d run out, he said. What he was after, of course, was to start a drinking session, so as he’d get my tongue loosened up and mebbe learn something I wouldn’t have told him otherwise. I said we needed what little we’d got on board for the voyage over.’ He shook his head, rubbing his hands over the greying bristles of his chin. ‘Don’t ever change their spots, do they? Well, wot about you? Shall I brew some coffee?’

He didn’t feel like turning in and nor did I. We’d lost a precious half hour’s sleep and already it was 01.37. ‘Coffee and a small glass of something warming,’ I said. ‘Then we’ll get under way.’

‘Didn’t like my reminding him he’d been at Felixstowe Ferry when he was a kid, did he?’ He grinned as he turned away towards the galley at the after end of the port hull. ‘It’ll be instant, I’m afraid.’ I heard the clink of metal, the sound of water running, then the plop of the butane burner igniting. ‘Funny about that hair of his,’ he called out. ‘Makes you wonder what goes on in a man’s mind, don’t it?’

‘How d’you mean?’ I asked.

‘Well, how long’s he had it dyed, that’s what I mean. Can’t be just to conceal his identity, otherwise he’d’ve changed his name, wouldn’t he? You see, we didn’t reck’n they were married — Tim Evans and Red Moira. She was just a living-in girlfriend on a houseboat, that was our reck’ning. Partic’ly as she was pretty free with her favours. Well, not free if you know wot I mean. She charged — when she felt like it, or when she was short of cash.’

The kettle began whistling, and when he returned with the coffee, he said, ‘They claimed they was married. Mr and Mrs Evans.’ He laughed. ‘But if they wasn’t, then that makes son Patrick a bastard. Reck’n that’s why he dyed his hair — not wanting to be tarred with his mother’s red brush?’ He was opening a locker beside the table. ‘Soberano or a real genuine malt that Lennie scrounged from one of the yacht skippers at the Maritimo.’

He pulled out the bottle and poured two stubby glasses full of the golden liquor. It was Macallan twelve-year-old, a mellow dream after the sweeter, more fiery taste of Spanish brandy. ‘Little better than a whore,’ he went on. ‘And a tongue on her that could lash an East Coast barge skipper into silence. An’ she used it, too, whenever she was drunk, which was pretty often. No wonder the poor devil committed suicide. To be shacked up with a whore who’s been sleeping around with other men is one thing, but a red-headed Irish bitch with a tongue as coarse as a barge-load of grit …’ He shrugged. ‘Ah well, he’s dead now, so who cares?’

Knowing the area, even the little mud creek back of the Ferryboat Inn with the dyke-top path running north to join the Deben riverbank, remembering the old houseboats I had seen there that cold, bleak spring day, their slimy bottoms sunk deep in the tide-exposed mud, I could picture what it must have been like for a boy to grow up in a home and a family atmosphere like that. And the father committing suicide. ‘How did he do it?’ I asked.