While he talked to Jennsen, distracting her with instructions she only intermittently followed, he began forcing her back and to the right, where there was more room. Finally, he managed to move up beside her and seize her wrist. Once he had her, he started moving her back up the slope, into the darkness, into the tight place that he knew was the only true way out.
With him up beside her, she was a little more cooperative. All the while, he kept reassuring her. "This is the way, Jennsen. This is the way.
I'll not leave you. I'll get you out. This is the way. Just come with me and we'll be out in a few minutes."
When they worked their way up into the dark, tight spot, she began struggling again, trying again to scramble for the light of the opening, but he was blocking her way. He stayed close at her side as he kept them both moving forward. She seemed to find strength in his constant assurances and his firm grip on her wrist. He was not about to let her get away from him again.
When they pushed through to the place where the roof rose up a bit, she started weeping with expectant joy. He knew the feeling. Once the ceiling rose up a foot or two, he hurried as fast as he could to get her to the opening, to the light.
The others were waiting right at the entrance to help pull them out.
Richard held the thing he'd retrieved under his left arm as he helped push Jennsen out first. She rushed into Tom's waiting arms, but only until Richard crawled out and got to his feet. Then, crying with relief, Jennsen fled into his arms, clinging to him for dear life.
"I'm so sorry," she said over and over as she cried. "I'm so sorry, Richard. I was so afraid."
"I know," he comforted as he held her.
He'd been in a similar situation before where he thought he might never get himself out of such a terrifying place, so he did understand. In such a stressful circumstance, where you feared you were about to die, it was easy to be overpowered by the blind need to escape-to live.
"I feel so confused."
"I don't like such tight places, either," he said. "I understand."
"But I don't understand. I've never been afraid of places like that.
Ever since I was very young I've hid in tight little places. Such places always made me feel safe because no one could find me or get to me. When you spend your life running and hiding from someone like Darken Rahl, you come to appreciate small, dark, concealed places.
"I don't know what came over me. It was the strangest thing. It was like these thoughts that I wouldn't get out, that I couldn't breathe, that I would die, just started coming into my head. Feelings I've never had before just started to seep into me. They just seemed to overwhelm me. I've never done anything like that before."
"Do you still feel these strange feelings?"
"Yes," she said as she wept, "but they're starting to fade, now that I'm out, now that it's over."
Everyone else had moved off a ways to give her the time she needed to set herself straight. They sat not far off waiting on an old log turned silver in the weather.
Richard didn't try to rush her. He just held her and let her know she was safe.
"I'm so sorry, Richard. I feel like such a fool."
"No need. It's over, now."
"You kept your promise," she said through her tears.
Richard smiled, happy that he had.
Owen, his face tense with worry, looked like he couldn't help himself from asking a question. "But Jennsen?" he asked as he stepped forward. "Why didn't you do magic to help yourself?"
"I can't do magic any more than you can."
He rubbed his palms on his hips. "You could if you let yourself. You are one who is able to touch magic."
"Other people might be able to do magic, but I can't. I don't have any ability for it."
"What others think is magic is only themselves tricking their senses and only blinds them to real magic. Our eyes blind us, our senses deceive us-as I explained before. Only those who have never seen magic, only those who have never used, sensed, perceived it, only those who do not have any ability or faculty for it, can actually understand it and therefore only they can be true practitioners of real magic. Magic must be based entirely on faith, if it is to be real. You must believe, and then you truly can see.
You are one who can do magic."
Richard and Jennsen stared at the man.
"Richard," Kahlan said in an odd voice before he could say anything to Owen. "What's that."
Richard blinked at her. "What?"
She pointed. "That, there, under your arm. What is it?"
"Oh," he said. "Something I found wedged in the rock near Jennsen, back in where she was stuck. In the dark, I couldn't tell what it was other than that it wasn't rock."
He pulled it out to have a look.
It was a statue.
A statue in his likeness, wearing his war wizard's outfit. The cape was fixed in place as it swirled to the side of the legs, making the base wider than the waist.
The lower portion of the figure was a translucent amber color, and through it could be seen a falling trickle of sand that had nearly filled the bottom half.