quietly. “When you’ve killed once, it gets easier—at least for some
people.”
Evyn’s eyes were cloudy, troubled. Wes took her hand and pulled
her closer. “What’s wrong?”
“Sitting in that van listening to you with her—knowing you were
too far away for me to get you…” Evyn cupped Wes’s face and kissed
her. “Made me crazy.”
Wes’s pulse soared. Her whole life had been geared toward taking
care of others—she’d learned to be self-sufficient, learned to stand
alone. She’d never been so critically important to anyone before. Evyn
made her feel like she mattered—right now, in this moment—more
than anything else in Evyn’s world. She looped her arms around Evyn’s
waist and pulled her in tight between her thighs. “I’m sorry if it was
hard for you.”
• 250 •
Evyn rested her forehead against Wes’s. “I knew you could handle
yourself—don’t get me wrong.”
“I think we both know we can do our jobs, no matter what.”
“I do. I believe that. But part of me, the part I shoved away a long
time ago so I could focus on getting where I wanted to get, that part was
just a little bit scared.”
“I suppose every time you’re away, in potential danger, I’ll be a
little bit scared too.” Wes kissed her. “But I’ll be damn proud too.”
“Wes,” Evyn murmured, sliding her mouth over Wes’s, kissing
her throat. “I should tell you—”
“Yes?” Wes arched her neck, gave more of herself to Evyn’s
mouth. “What?”
Evyn groaned, her hands trembling on Wes’s shoulders. “I’m
falling in love with you.”
Wes slipped her fingers into Evyn’s hair, drawing her mouth tighter
to her skin, wanting the heat of Evyn’s mouth searing her flesh. “I’m so
glad. Because I’m in love with you.”
Evyn shuddered. “I’m not making love to you again until we’re
in a bed.”
“I don’t have plants or a cat,” Wes whispered, “but I’ve got clean
sheets.”
• 251 •
RADCLY
chapter thirty-One
Cam turned the bathroom light off before she opened the door
and walked quietly back into the bedroom. The room was
filled with a soft gray haze marking the transition between moonlight
and sunrise, that in-between time when night was all but gone and the
day not yet born—when reality dispelled the last lingering dreams.
She found the clothes she’d left out the night before and pulled on
underwear, pants, and a shirt. She slid her ID into her back pocket and
clipped her badge to her belt on her right hip next to her holster. Sheets
rustled behind her and she turned as Blair sat up in bed. “Been awake
long?”“A few minutes,” Blair said. “I like watching you dress almost as
much as I like watching you undress.”
Laughing, Cam sat on the side of the bed and stroked Blair’s leg
through the sheets. Blair was wearing another one of her old T-shirts—
this one with JJRTC stenciled across the chest. A few holes peppered
the front—spots she’d snagged running through the woods on one of
her training exercises. She leaned down and kissed Blair. “It’s pretty
early yet. Are you going to stay up?”
“I’ve gotten spoiled these last few weeks, having you around.
Knowing you weren’t going to be out in the field.”
“I need to be there for this.” Cam settled on the bed, swung around
until her back was against the headboard, and settled Blair against her
side. She kissed her temple. In her new job with Homeland Security,
she was riding a desk most of the time. She was a hands-on supervisor,
though, and sometimes she needed to be in the field. “Your father’s
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safety is our number one priority, but this kind of incident has the
potential to terrify the nation. We’ll stop it—I promise. But media
containment is almost as vital.”
Blair nodded. “I know. Which is why you’re leading the team
yourself and limiting the number of people who know the details.”
“Yes.” She’d put agents from the Washington field office on
Jennifer Pattee the night before after Daniels and Block left to
follow Captain Masters home. The other agents only knew they were
maintaining surveillance on a person of interest and didn’t need to
know more. The intercept this morning had to be carried out by a
small, select team in the know, and she needed to be there to assure the
details of the plan weren’t made public. Knowledge of a threat could
be almost as dangerous as the event itself.
“I’m not even going to ask how dangerous you think this might
be,” Blair said, running her fingers over the buttons on Cam’s shirt.
“I already know. And I understand why you have to do this. Just be
careful.”
“I will be. I’ll call you as soon as I can, but it might be a while.”
Blair rubbed her cheek on Cam’s shoulder. “Don’t worry about
me. Just do your job and remember, part of your job is coming back to
me.” “I won’t forget.” Cam kissed her. “It’s the best assignment I’ve
ever had.”
v
Wes judged the time to be nearing 0430. They’d need to leave soon
so Evyn could meet up with the intercept team and she could join the