On the Wings of Hope : Prose

Yeah, most certainly you have never encountered unbribable officials in your life, for otherwise it would become so perniciously for that lovely picture of just unconsent one, mercilessly convicting enemies, and, actually, being quite satisfied only with it as a result. You shouted in ears of deaf ones and wrote complains on blind ones to indifferent ones. You cut one head of a monster and two fresh ones immediately appeared on its place. Sure, there were bright heads which didn’t allow poison-breathing and disgusting ones to grow near them - but when one acts rashly, he has no need to look on another’s affairs and inside his soul, right? Actually, it has been ending like that a lot of times - the system has been prevailing, exhausting your determination and courage. Therefore one day you have spat on them all from all visible to you belltowers - sort of a farewell curtsey towards the monster. The monster obligingly waved by all poison-breathing heads, survived by the moment. You were a remarkable small screw in the mechanism of a bureaucratic machine.

You were also against priests, who have created a fetish of God and started mercilessly trading it in their temples - but with what good deeds, which are the display of true belief, have you decorated your own life and those of ones close to you? Have your and their lives become a singing - not the abstruse church one, but everyday heart’s singing?

Whether it’s necessary to mention that you have been against a huge set of other most unattractive circumstances of a reality, made by the ones like you, for the very process of enumeration of which we have neither the power, nor the time?

Against, against, against. This has become almost an unconscious reaction. You have learned how to say “no” without having learning how to speak “yes”. And situations for your “yes” have vanished from your life. They have become internally unnecessary.

So, having not knowing that, in that condemnation of yours you have continued to live that under-life, so counter-indicative to you. You condemned darkness, not praising the Light. You denied evil without filling yourself with good. You destroyed things you considered dirty, but whether you built something pure on its place? You denied, having offered nothing in exchange. You have become a great critic - a critic from all your heart. Condemning of all and everything, but not the maker of better at the same time. You remained a warm one, having not become hot - from the inner fire of spirit. For in order to grow something outside, one must first grow it inside his heart. But what could you grow inside it? Your geniality have continued to remain only the unborn potential of yours.

It was like that earlier - but the true life begins right now. It starts with a word “yes” to a glimmering love in your heart. It is your life.

Your move, critic. 

27.02.2012

Diseases of our age

Present document confirms that Main Ministry of Health in association with different well-known medics of various countries have formed a list of diseases, common for modern generation of individuals, calling themselves “Homo Sapiens”.

We, authors of this list, don’t apply for completeness of description and characteristic of all illnesses, so casual for individuals of our generation, but still hope that given classification will be able to clarify already uneasy question of preservation of so-called “spiritual”, as well as so-called “physical” health.  Let us note that due to exceptional conditionality of similar division we are unable to classify separate illnesses as belonging exclusively to the first or second group, for in fact they are a consequence of infringement of processes of healthy individual activity (HIA) as a whole.

The list of diseases of our century in addition with their brief description follows.

1. “Spiteful”

General description. As a rule of thumb, indicated ailment is spontaneously arising in a short-term duration by its nature, however, in some neglected cases it can become a permanent trait of personality. Medical science hasn’t been able to define till now a constant enough and certain list of reasons causing represented disease, although specific observations have nevertheless been collected. It has been noticed that given illness in its permanent form can be triggered by such diseases as “Ugly Duckling”,”Victim” and several other illnesses with similar semiology, however similar law has its exceptions for the reasons unknown, which gives us reasons to make an assumption of the soul-genetical predisposition of separate individuals to this disease.