To her surprise, Halisstra felt no sympathy for her fallen sisters. She felt nothing but anger, a white hot flame of rage burning in her gut.
As she watched, Feliane's body spasmed, and she emitted a wet gurgle. She was still alive.
Halisstra rode her rage to her feet and retrieved the Crescent Blade. Pain wracked her body.
Crusted blood coated her ruined face. Her jaw was cracked, innumerable ribs were broken, and she could not see out of one eye. She could well imagine how she must appear.
The souls flew past her into the Pass of the Soulreaver, uncaring. Lolth's seven stars and their dim eighth sister looked down from the cloudy sky, also without a care.
Halisstra called to mind a prayer of healing but stopped before the words formed on her swollen lips.
She would not call on Eilistraee, not ever again. The Dark Maiden had failed her, had betrayed her. Eilistraee was no better than Lolth. Worse, because she purported to be different.
"You could have warned me," she managed, through the bloody mess of her lips.
Halisstra realized then, fully and finally, that she had embraced the weakness of Eilistraee's faith out of guilt. She had worshiped a weak goddess out of fear. She was pleased that she had learned wisdom before the end.
She was through with Eilistraee. The part of Halisstra that had worshiped the Dark Maiden was dead. The old Halisstra was resurrected.
"You are weak," she said to Eilistraee.
Gritting her teeth against the pain, she took her lyre from her pack and sang a bae'qeshel song of healing through her torn lips. When the magic took effect, the pain in her face and head subsided, the punctures closed. She sang a second song, a third, until her body was once more whole.
But the spells did nothing to close the emptiness in her soul. She knew how she could fill it,
how she would fill it-she felt Lolth's pull stronger than ever. Since Lolth's Silence first began,
Halisstra's faith had moved like a pendulum between the Dark Maiden and the Spider Queen.
Like all pendulums, it must ultimately come to rest in its natural state.
She looked at the dark opening of the Pass of the Soulreaver. Souls flew in and vanished,
swallowed by the mountain. Halisstra knew what lay beyond it: Lolth.
And Danifae.
She was going to kill Danifae Yauntyrr, kill her without mercy. She pushed from her mind everything that she had learned from Eilistraee. She had no more room in her soul for sympathy,
understanding, forgiveness, or love. She had room for only one thing: hate. And hate would give her strength.
It was enough.
She consciously gave herself over to the seed of her former self that had long lain dormant within her. From that point on, she would behave as a drow should. From that point on, she would be as merciless a predator as a spider.
Halisstra looked down at her breastplate and saw there the symbol of Eilistraee inset into the metal. She used the Crescent Blade to pry it loose. It fell to the ground, and she crushed it under her boot as she walked toward Feliane.
The elf lay on the ground, a bloody pile of torn skin. Her eyes were open and staring. Her mouth moved, but no sound came forth save the labored wheeze of her failing breath. The draegloth had fed on the soft parts of her flesh.
Halisstra knelt over her former fellow priestess. Feliane's almond eyes, glassy with pain,
managed to focus on her. The elf's hand moved, as though to reach up and touch Halisstra.
Halisstra felt nothing. She was a hole.
"We are made anew each moment," she said, recalling the elf's words to her atop one of
Lolth's tors.
Feliane's body shook with a sigh, as though in resignation.
Without another word, Halisstra put her hands to Feliane's throat and strangled the elf. It took only moments.
Praise Lolth, Halisstra almost said as she stood. Almost.
She walked toward the Pass of the Soulreaver amongst the flow of Lolth's dead, falling in with the rest of the damned.
Still occupying Larikal's stout body, Gromph pulled closed the temple doors and stripped off the priestess's chain mail hauberk, shield, and mace. They would interfere with his spellcasting.
Unencumbered, he channeled arcane power into his hands, placed them on the two door latches, and said, "Hold."
His magic passed into the bronze slabs. The spell would make the doors impossible to open without first dispelling his dweomer, a difficult task for any of Yasraena's House wizards. And the lichdrow's dimensional lock would prevent Yasraena and the Dyrr forces from using teleportation or similar magic to get into the temple. They would have no choice but to enter through the doors-which Gromph had since warded himself-or the windows.
The archmage turned, looked up, and examined the windows. Four of the half-ovals lined each wall of the nave, about halfway up the stone walls. They were large enough that a drow could easily pass through them. Gromph would have to seal them off.