Life. What remained of it.
Blinking away tears of her own, Aryl eased back. She adjusted the blanket that had fallen. Her hands shook and left incomprehensible symbols on the fabric. Blood. Naryn’s hair had sliced her skin. A clatter on the floor. The image disk. She bent to retrieve it, tried to think.
“He’s not dead.”
Aryl straightened so quickly the small form across the bed instinctively stepped back. But Yao wasn’t daunted. “He isn’t,” the child insisted. “Look.”
The Human’s eyelids had partially lifted, exposing red-stained whites. Lips peeled back from his teeth in a rictus of effort, as if another scream tried to escape, but he refused it. His hands clenched spasmodically, his body shuddering each time. The bandage around his neck wept blood.
Not dead.
Not alive.
Aryl sat on the bed, carefully distant, and stared at him. “What can I do? I don’t know what to do.”
She hadn’t expected an answer, but Yao offered solemnly, “I have a song. It makes me feel better. Marcus likes it. I could teach it to you and we could sing together.”
Aryl didn’t look at the child. “He wouldn’t hear it,” she said, lips numb.
“That’s because he’s thinking of bad things. You should make him stop. He’d feel much better.”
She lifted her head. Huge eyes in a small face gazed back. “What a wise person you are,” Aryl said gravely. She gestured gratitude. “I need you to leave us alone, Yao. Please.”
The child walked to the doorway, then turned to look at Marcus.
Wise, indeed.
Aryl put the disk, warmed by her flesh, on the table. She covered the Human’s hands with her own.
And dropped her shields.
... The mind, fraying along every pattern, memories dissolving into chaos.
Marcus knew what was happening to him.
That was all he knew.
“Hush. Think only of your world,” Aryl urged gently, her
With an effort, he
She’d expected Marcus to think of home and family. Instead, her mind filled with
Aryl watched the memories transform his face: how the jaw lost its taut line, the eyes softened, then closed. She waited until he breathed more easily, more and more slowly.
And when she was sure Marcus Bowman had forgotten everything else, when there was no more pain or awareness, when he believed himself back
Chapter 14
BELLS RANG FOR THE DEAD. Aryl listened, but heard only the rustle of a blanket and the lap of water against the platform.
What was a Cloisters made of? she wondered idly. Not metal. Not wood. Another question of so many she’d meant to ask him.