His brows knit and he looked at me oddly. "You did not expect me?" He paused, said more loudly, "Messages were sent ahead of me. Didn't you get them?"
"We've heard nothing. What happened? Why are you back?"
He looked around at the gaping stable boys, and something of the Burrich I knew came into his eyes again. "If you have not heard yet, then it is not for gossip and common talk. I must go straight to the King." He drew himself up straight, looked around again at the boys and grooms. The old whiplash was back in his voice as he demanded, "Have you no work to do? I shall be looking over how you have cared for things in my absence as soon as I return from the Keep."
Like fog in the sunlight, the workers dissipated. Burrich turned to Hands. "Would you care for my horse? Poor Ruddy's been poorly treated these last days. Treat him well, now that he's home."
Hands nodded. "Of course. Shall I send for the healer? I could have him waiting here for you when you come back."
Burrich shook his head. "What can be done for this, I can do for myself. Come, Fitz. Give me your arm."
In disbelief, I offered my arm and Burrich took it, leaning on me heavily. For the first time I glanced down. What I had taken to be heavy winter leggings at first glance was actually a thick wrap of bandaging on his bad leg. He favored it, putting most of his weight on me as he limped along. I could feel the exhaustion thrumming through him. Up close, I could smell the sweat of pain on him. His clothing was stained and torn, his hands and face begrimed. This was as unlike the man I knew as anything I could imagine. "Please," I said quietly as I helped him toward the castle. "Is Verity all right?"
He gave me a ghost of a smile. "You think our prince could be dead, and I still be alive? You insult me. Besides, use your wits. You'd know if he was dead. Or injured." He paused and studied me carefully. "Wouldn't you?"
It was plain what he spoke of. Ashamedly, I admitted, "Our link is not reliable. Some things are clear. Some are not. Of this, I knew nothing. What's happened?"
He looked thoughtful. "Verity said he would try to send word through you. If you've relayed no tidings to Shrewd, then this information should first go to the King."
I asked no more questions.
I had forgotten how long it had been since Burrich had seen King Shrewd. Mornings were not the King's best times, but when I mentioned this to Burrich, he said he would rather report immediately at a bad time than delay information. So we knocked and, to my surprise, were admitted. Once within, I realized this was because Wallace was nowhere about.
Instead, as I entered, the Fool asked me graciously, "Back for more Smoke?" Then, as he caught sight of Burrich, the mocking grin faded from his face. His eyes met mine. "The Prince?"
"Burrich has come to report to the King."
"I shall try to rouse him. Though the way he has been of late, one might as well report to him sleeping as awake. He takes as much notice either way."
Accustomed as I was to the Fool's mockery, this still jarred me. The sarcasm bit wrong, for there was too much resignation in his voice. Burrich looked at me worriedly. He whispered, "What is wrong with my king?"
I shook my head at him for quiet and tried to get him to take a seat.
"I stand before my king, until he bids me be seated," he said stiffly.
"You are injured. He would understand."
"He is my king. That is what I understand."
So I gave off urging him. We waited for a time, and more than a time. At last the Fool came out of the King's bedchamber. "He is not well," he cautioned us. "It has taken me a time to make him understand who is here. But he says he will hear your report. In his chambers."
So Burrich leaned on me as we went into the dimness and smoke of the King's bedchamber. I saw Burrich wrinkle his nose in distaste. Acrid fumes of Smoke hung heavy here, and several small censers burned. The Fool had drawn back the bed curtains, and as we stood he patted and poked cushions and pillows behind the King's back until Shrewd waved him aside with a small gesture.
I looked at our monarch and wondered how I had not seen the signs of his disease. They were plainly there when one looked. The general wasting of his body, the sour edge of his sweat, the yellow in the whites of his eyes: these were the least things I should have seen. The shock on Burrich's face told me plainly that the change since Burrich had last seen him was immense. But he covered it well and drew himself up straight.
"My king, I have come to report," he said formally.