Soul of the Fire

"The Mother Confessor is right," Cara said, returning from Du Chaillu, now that the woman was resting. Richard noticed that Cara's knuckles were white around her Agiel. "These chimes must be banished. We must help Zedd set magic right again."

"Oh, really? You don't know, Cara, how pleased I am to hear that you are now such a devotee of magic." Richard looked around, checking for their gear. "I have to go to Anderith."

"Richard, we very well could be leaving inactive in Aydindril a spell that would be the solution to the chimes."

"I'm the Seeker, remember?" Richard was thankful for Kahlan's counsel, and he highly valued it, but now that he had heard what she had to say, analyzed the options, and made his decision, his patience was at an end. It was time to act. "Let me do my job."

"Richard, this is-"

"You once swore an oath before Zedd-pledged your life in the defense of the Seeker. You thought it that important. I'm not asking for your life, only your understanding that I'm doing as I must."

Kahlan took a breath, trying to be tolerant and calm with him when he was hardly hearing her. "Zedd urged us to do this for him so he would be able to counter the ebbing of magic." She tugged his sleeve to get his attention. "We can't all go rushing off to Anderith."

"You're right."

Kahlan frowned suspiciously. "Good."

"We're not all going to Anderith." Richard found their blanket and snatched it up. "As you said, Aydindril is important, too."

Kahlan seized the front of his shirt and hauled him around to face her.

"Oh no you don't." She shook her finger in his face. "Oh no you don't, Richard.

"We're married. We've been through too much. We're not going to separate now. Not now. And certainly not just because I'm angry with you for forgetting to tell Zedd about your first wife. I'll not have it, Richard, do you hear me?"

"Kahlan, this has nothing to do-"

Her green eyes afire, she shook him by his shirt. "I'll not have it! Not after all it took for us to be together."

Richard glanced at Cara, not far away. "Only one of us needs to go to Aydindril." He took her hand from his shirt, giving it a little squeeze of reassurance before she could say anything more.

"You and I are going to Anderith."

Kahlan's brow twitched. "But if we both…” She suddenly looked over at Cara.

Alarm shifted to the Mord-Sith. "Why are you both looking at me like that?"

Richard put an arm around Cara's shoulders. She didn't seem to like it one bit, so he took the arm away.

"Cara, you have to go to Aydindril."

"We are all going to Aydindril."

"No, Kahlan and I must go to Anderith. They have the Dominie Dirtch. They have an army. We have to get them to join us, and then prepare them for the coming of the Order. I need.to see if there's anything there that will help stop the chimes. We're a lot closer to Anderith now than I would be if I had to go there from Aydindril. I can't not look into it.

"It could be that we can stop the chimes and Anderith will surrender and we will be able to use the Dominie Dirtch to halt or even destroy Jagang's army. Too much is at stake to let such opportunity slip through our fingers. It's too important, Cara. Surely, you can see I have no choice?"

"No, you have a choice. We can all go to Aydindril. You are Lord Rahl. I am Mord-Sith. I must stay with you to protect you."

"Would you rather I sent Kahlan?"

Cara pressed her lips tight but didn't answer.

Kahlan took him by his arm. "Richard, as you said, you are the Seeker. You need your sword-without it you are vulnerable. It's in Aydindril. So is the bottle with the spell, and Kolo's journal, and libraries of other books that may hold the answer.

"We have to go to Aydindril. Had you only told Zedd, we might not be in this position, but now that we are, we must do as he asked."

Richard straightened and looked her in the eye as she folded her arms. "Kahlan, I'm the Seeker. As the Seeker, I have an obligation to do what I think is right. I admit I made a mistake before, and I'm sorry, but I can't allow that mistake to make me flinch from my duty as I believe it to be.

"As the Seeker, I'm going to Anderith. As Mother Confessor, you must do what your heart and duty dictate. I understand that. I want you with me, but if you must take another path, I will still love you the same."

He leaned closer to her. "Choose."

Her arms still folded, Kahlan regarded him in silence. At last, her ire melted and she nodded. She glanced briefly at Cara.

Seeming to think there was one person too many for the delivery of the inevitable orders, she spoke to him in a low voice. "I'm going to see how Du Chaillu is getting on."

When Kahlan was out of earshot, Cara began to speak. "My duty is to guard and protect the Lord Rahl and I will not-"

Richard held up a hand to silence her.