They waited and waited, and kept waiting so long they forgot all about me, by which time I was glad to let them do it. I started to make a new life for myself. I travelled, had some adventures. As a result of one of them I inherited a shop, a little business in the side streets of Camden Town. I’d been planning to run it only a few months, but as the months turned into years I realised I enjoyed what it brought me. The shop and the flat above it became my residence, then my home. I made new friends. Gradually I began to remember what it was like to be happy again.
And then one day Lyle walked into my shop and brought me back into the mage world with its politics and its alliances and its dangers. This time I was prepared. And this time, to my surprise, I found I liked it.
I snapped out of my reverie. Lyle was talking and seemed to have regained his confidence, though it was obvious that he’d prefer it if I wasn’t here. “—remember that in a duel, you’re representing both your master and the Council,” Lyle was saying. “Now, I know some of you have done this before, but it’s very important that your form is exactly right. Let’s go through the basic greetings one more time . . . Yes?”
The one who had raised her hand was Luna. “Um,” Luna said. “Could you explain how these duels work?”
Lyle blinked at her. “What do you mean?”
Luna looked around to see that everyone else was watching her. “Well . . .” She seemed to choose her words carefully. “You’ve explained about the selection process. And the rituals and the salutes, and the withdrawal at the end. What about the part in the middle?”
“What part?”
“Um . . . the actual duel.”
“Well, it depends, I suppose.” Lyle looked confused. “Styles change and all that. Personally, I find the performance is more important.”
“We’re supposed to be practising for the tournament today,” the Sikh boy said. He sounded unfriendly.
“Oh.” Lyle looked around. “Well, um . . . yes, maybe a practice match then.” Lyle glanced quickly over Luna, then pointed to the other two girls. “Natasha and, um, Anne. Why don’t you go first.”
The round-faced girl, Natasha, looked at Anne in anticipation. Anne bowed her head slightly to Lyle. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”
Natasha made a rude noise and the boy with glasses rolled his eyes. “Oh God, not this again.”
“Er . . .” Lyle looked taken aback. “Is there some medical reason—”
“No, she’s fine,” Natasha chipped in. “She just won’t do it.”
“Anne?” Lyle said. “Is there a reason?”
“I’m sorry,” Anne said again. She had a soft, quiet voice. “I don’t mean to cause any trouble.”
“It’s nothing to do with trouble,” Lyle said with a frown. “Unless you or your master can give a good reason, you’re required to participate.”
Anne didn’t answer. “All right then,” Lyle said, gesturing to the centre of the hall. “Off you go.”
No response. “Anne?” Lyle said irritably. “Did you hear me?”
Anne stood silently, looking back at Lyle. “This is an order,” Lyle declared, pointing to the mats. “Get over there and participate.”
Anne still didn’t move and Lyle was left standing with one arm outstretched. He looked vaguely ridiculous and everyone else in the room was watching him. Lyle hesitated, then lowered his arm quickly. “Anne, will you do as you’re told, please?” It was probably supposed to sound authoritative, but it came out more like a pleading.
Anne shook her head mutely. “Oh, this is such crap,” Natasha said angrily. “How come she gets to do this?”
“Just do the duel already,” the other boy said.
“Yes, er . . .” Lyle said. “I need to impress upon you the seriousness of this. Refusing a direct order from an authorised teacher is—”
“Why don’t you guys ever do anything about her?” Natasha demanded. “She always does this and you always let her get away with it.”
“Leave her alone,” Luna said.
“You stay out of this.”
“What makes it your business?” Luna said. “You want a duel so badly, try me.”
“I don’t have to—” Natasha started saying angrily. The boy with glasses started to talk over her, and both Luna and the Sikh boy started talking over him, raised voices making a clamour.
“Quiet,” Lyle said. “QUIET!” Gradually, he was obeyed. The five students fell silent, glowering at each other.
“As I was saying,” Lyle began, then looked at Anne and trailed off. Anne hadn’t moved. Her stance wasn’t confrontational, but she was looking at Lyle with a sort of quietly polite expression. Lyle looked at Luna, then at Natasha.
It was easy to read Lyle’s thoughts. He wanted to force Anne to do as she was told, but he couldn’t think of any way to make her do it. The alternative was to let Luna step into her place, and he didn’t want to do that either, in case that ticked me off. In the end Lyle did what Lyle always does: pass the buck. “Er,” he said, looking up at me. “If your apprentice doesn’t mind . . .”
I nodded at Luna. “Ask her.”
“Er,” Lyle said again. “Right. Well. Natasha and, er, Luna. Take your focuses.”