“This is just a taste of what we’ll get before we’re through,” Mim said, but she took comfort in the child’s closeness. They walked across the yard and stood behind the truck. The bed of the truck seemed pitifully small. Mim pulled open the sliding door to the barn and stepped into its dank interior. She could hear rats scuttling. She kicked at the heap of old boards under the stairway. A lot of them were rotting. The problem of building a house on the truck seemed too immense for her. Hildie shivered and pulled at her hand to go outside again.
In the yard the sun was almost warm and she walked with the child down to the road and across it to the flower garden without glancing again at the truck. The last chrysanthemums lay trampled on the ground by the cold, but still pink and rust and yellow. The leaves on the rose bushes, a dusty green, were curled and dry on their thorny stalks. Mim stood idly in the middle of the garden. Hildie let go of her hand and marched up one row and down the next until she had worked over the entire garden. Then she climbed on top of the overturned wheelbarrow and jumped up and down. The dark pond beyond the scrubby growth of laurel and huckleberries reflected the puffs of clouds suspended over it. Mim thought she could detect a crinkled rim of ice around the edges. The year was turning. One storm would do it now.
“Off with you,” Mim said. “I’ll ride you to the barn.”
Hildie jumped down and Mim righted the wheelbarrow. They bumped over the field, stalling on stones, backing up and trying again.
Hildie laughed. “Giddap, Sunshine,” she cried, holding tight to the sides of the bucking wheelbarrow.
In the dark barn, they loaded the wheelbarrow up with hay to bank the roses. Mim was surprised to find that they had everything they needed to do this chore. Mudgett had overlooked the wheelbarrow because, in her carelessness, she had left it overturned in the flower garden. “Nothin’s changed at all for the roses,” she said to Hildie. “Come spring, they’ll green up like nothin’ was changed at all.”
When they heard the truck coming, they were still in the garden. Mim hesitated, then took Hildie’s hand and turned to watch the opening in the trees. It was Cogswell, alone.
John came out the back door. Mim approached slowly as the two men greeted each other, Hildie pulling at her to hurry.
Cogswell glanced at John, and then smiled faintly at Hildie. He fished in the pocket of his faded blue sweatshirt and got out his cigarettes. He cupped the match against the weather, his hands shaking so he could hardly bring the match to meet the cigarette. Then he drew on the cigarette and flipped the match to the ground. He was a tall narrow man, with long hands covered with reddish hairs like electric wires.
“Still got the same old truck,” John said.
“I’ll drive to my grave in it,” Cogswell said.
John raised his brows and waited for whatever news was coming.
“Good of you to call on Agnes,” Cogswell said to Mim.
Mim held tight to Hildie who was squirming to be free. “She’s not right,” she said.
Cogswell shook his head, then looked down at them with a crooked smile. “Who is?” he asked.
John stood before him, his hands sunk deep into the pockets of his overalls, his shoulders drawn up against the cold.
“Your ma all right?” Cogswell asked him.
“She’s not her old self,” John said. “But she’ll weather winter all right, if she don’t starve.”
Cogswell shook the ash off his cigarette onto the ground and spread it carefully over the earth with the toe of his shoe.
“Hear you done over your house,” John said. He took his hands out of his pockets and folded his arms, the muscles between his jaw and his ear working.
“At too much cost,” Mickey said.
“If there weren’t nobody jumpin’ to be deputies, Dunsmore wouldn’t a got so far.”
“Ain’t nobody jumpin now,” Cogswell said. “Not anyway since last night.”
“You mean the auction?” Mim said.
“That and Sonny Pike gettin’ shot.”
“Pike?” John said and lifted a corner of his thin mouth.
Mickey shook his head. “He’s all of a piece, I expect. But he’s got a good hole in his shoulder.”
“Shakes you up a bit, don’t it, Mick?” John said.
Cogswell put his free hand in his pocket and leaned back against the cab of his truck.
“It’s not so much you, Mickey,” Mim said. “It’s just the auction and what he said.”
Cogswell turned to her and spoke quickly. “He sent you this,” he said, pulling a roll of bills from his pocket. “To get you off the land. Three hundred ain’t enough, I know. But its enough for you to set up in your truck and go.”
John looked past Cogswell to the pond. Then he spit on the ground. “Never mind, Mickey,” he said, but he wasn’t angry any more. “You got your own brood to fret over.”
“John,” Mim said and John turned on her too quickly. “If we could go...” she said, ignoring the rising anger in his green eyes.
“It’s time, John,” Cogswell said. “He’s got his eye peeled right on you.”
“It don’t seem like you’re about to scamper,” John said.