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In Tolstoy, as in Pushkin, “understanding what one needs to know” depends not on accessing or citing a verbal narrative, but on proper maturation. Lay down the right habits or structures in the individual, and wisdom will come at the right time - even without words. This knowledge cannot be forced by merely “talking it out,” with oneself or another person. The most terrible example of that hopeless strategy is Anna Karenina’s lengthy “monologue” to herself before her suicide (Part VII, chs. 26-31). By this point in the novel, Anna’s heightened consciousness rivals the Underground Man’s in its alertness to its own perversity. She makes impossible demands on Vronsky and impossibly
contradictory demands on herself (unwilling to give up society, son, or lover, she is aware that no structure exists capable of containing them all). She will punish Vronsky for that fact, not for the infidelity of which she accuses him even as she knows her suspicions are unfounded. Everyone she sees on that fatal ride to the train station is reduced to mean-spirited caricature. She is not in delirium – that is the terror of the passage – but she understands her needy self with absolute clarity and does not wish to entertain any other opinion about it: “my love grows ever more passionate and self-centered, and his keeps fading and fading . . .” (p. 763). Only at the final moment of her life does the candle flare up “by which she had been reading that book filled with anxieties, deceptions, grief, and evil” (p. 768). In addition to lies and grief, that book might have contained truth – but Tolstoy, here as with the dying Ivan Ilyich, gives his questing heroes access to it only at the final irreversible moment, after the wretched pattern of their lives has claimed its due.
Anna’s awful death prompts one additional contrast between Dostoevsky and Tolstoy: how best to come to terms with one’s guilt. In a Tolstoyan world, which is intensely concerned that each autonomous “I” improve its behavior, the worst possible habit I can acquire is to insist on my helplessness and inability to initiate, on my own, some small betterment in my life. In a Dostoevskian world, relying on oneself is no special virtue – but the “I” does have obligations. Here, the worst habit for any character is to say that someone else is guilty. Best always is to insist that “
Poets and novelists (Dostoevsky and Nekrasov)