“Pam, eh? Well, I guess it is a lot for Simon to pull off by himself.”
“Wait a minute-Pam would never-”
“I’m not saying she’s involved-I’m just saying be careful. You’re dancing on dangerous ground.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
He pauses a moment. There’s something he’s not saying.
“Is everything okay?” I ask.
“You tell me-ever heard of a
“The one who did the FOIA request.”
Lamb shoots me a look. “How’d you know that?”
“Pam had a copy.”
Sitting up in his seat, he makes a quick note to himself.
“Is something wrong with that?”
He ignores the question.
“Was she not supposed to have one?”
“Michael, it took us four days to examine those WAVES records and realize you let Vaughn in the building. According to the Secret Service, Inez has been asking about those same records since the day after Caroline died. One day. It’s like she knew-or someone told her.”
“So you think Pam-”
“All I’m saying is pay attention. If Inez’s even half as ambitious as she seems to be, it’s not going to take her long to find Vaughn. Or you.”
My stomach drops. I’m running out of time. “How long do I have?”
“See, there’s the problem,” Lamb says, his calm voice for the first time sounding uneasy. “You keep forgetting that this isn’t just about you.” Pausing, he gives me that same anxious look from before.
“Did something happen?” I ask.
He runs his hand against the grain of his still-recent shave. “They called me, Michael. They called me twice.”
“Who did? The reporter?”
“The FBI,” he says coldly.
I don’t say a word.
“Your friend Adenauer wanted to know if she’s doing drugs.”
“How’d they-?”
“C’mon, son, they see you let Vaughn in the building; and then you’re dating Nora… All they want now is the last piece of the triangle.”
“But she doesn’t know Vaughn.”
“That’s not the question!” he says, raising his voice. Just as quickly, he clears his throat and calms himself down. Family always makes it emotional. “Tell me the truth, Michael. Is Nora doing drugs?”
I stop.
He stays perfectly still. I’ve seen him use this same tactic before-an old lawyer trick-let the silence drag it out of you.
I sit back in my chair, trying to look unfazed. Is she doing drugs? “Not anymore,” I say without flinching.
Across the desk, he nods to himself. It’s not the kind of answer you can argue with, and to be honest, I don’t think he wants anything more than that. There’s a reason no one takes notes in the White House. When it comes to subpoenas and FBI questions, the less you know, the better.
“So what’re you going to tell the FBI?” I eventually ask.
“Same thing I told them last time: That even though I know they’re hungry to catch the biggest fish in the pond, they damn well better be careful before they start making accusations at the principals.”
The principals. The only ones around here worth saving. “I guess that takes care of her part of the problem.”
“Her part of the…? Michael, have you been paying attention? We’ve got an incumbent President who’s only nine points ahead in a reelection race where, as pathetic as it sounds, the most resounding issues are the escapades and adventures of
“I’d never say a thing.”
“I’m not saying you would. I’m just making sure you understand the consequences.” He leans forward on his desk, staring straight at me. Then he looks away, unable to hold the pose. It’s not just unease in his voice. After two calls from the FBI, it’s fear.
Feeling the two-ton weight he just dropped on my shoulders, I rephrase the original question. “So how long do you think we have?”
“That depends on how persistent this reporter Inez is. If she’s got a source, I’d say you’ve got until the end of the week. If she doesn’t… well, we’re doing our best to stall.”
End of the week? Oh, God.
“You okay?” he asks.
I nod and climb to my feet.
“Are you sure?” The tone in his voice catches me off guard. He’s actually worried about me.
“I’ll be fine,” I tell him.
He doesn’t believe it, but there’s nothing left to say. Of course, that doesn’t stop him from trying. “If it’s any consolation, Michael, she does care about you. If she didn’t, you wouldn’t be presenting the decision memo.”
“What’re you talking about?”
“For the roving wiretaps. Didn’t you see the list?”
I open the file folder and check for myself. Sure enough, it’s in there-next to the word “Participants” are my initials: M.D.G. The wide grin that flushes my cheeks reminds me how long it’s been between smiles. I’m not just writing this memo. For the first time in my life, I’m briefing the President.