‘Alivia Sureka,’ she said, turning to push the others to the front and giving the guard their names. His face furrowed as his eyes scanned the slate. Alivia struggled to alter the perceptual centres of his brain. He was Munitorum. Unimaginative. A man born to live his life by lists.
‘Look, there,’ she said, reaching through the gate to put her hand on his wrist. ‘We’re on that list.’
The man shook his head, but Alivia conjured the image of her family’s names and those of Kjell and Noama into his mind.
‘I’m not seeing your... ah, wait, here they are,’ he said, nodding to the squad of soldiers at the gate controls. ‘Five coming in.’
The gate was a turnstile affair, unlocked to allow the requisite number of people through. The kind of gate that couldn’t easily be stormed once it was open.
Kjell and Anson went first, only too happy at this unexpected chance to get off-world. Noama went to follow them, but Alivia pulled her into a tight embrace before she went through.
‘Look after them for me,’ whispered Alivia.
Noama nodded and said, ‘I would have done anyway. You don’t need to do whatever it is you’ve done to the guard to me.’
‘Sorry,’ said Alivia with a flush of guilt. ‘I know you will.’
‘Take care,’ said Noama. ‘And whatever it is you’re going to do, be quick about it. These girls need you.’
Alivia nodded as Jeph steered the girls towards the gate. She put her arms around him and said ‘Be safe, and take care of our beautiful girls.’
He smiled. Then the import of her words hit him.
‘Wait, what? You’re staying?’
‘Yeah,’ she said. ‘I have to.’
‘You’re not coming with us?’ said Vivyen, her eyes brimming with tears. Alivia knelt beside the girl and took her in her arms.
‘There’s something I still need to do here,’ she said.
Miska put her arms around her. ‘Come with us, Liv. Please.’
Alivia hugged them tightly and just for a moment she considered just going through the gate. Getting on a shuttle and heading up to
The moment passed, but the thought of never seeing the girls again was a cold knife in her heart. Tears ran down her face as she held Vivyen and Miska tight.
‘I’m sorry, but I can’t come with you.’
‘Why not?’ sobbed Vivyen. ‘Please, don’t leave us.’
‘You’ve got your father,’ said Alivia. ‘And Noama and Kjell will look after you. I’ve got something I need to do here, so I can’t leave. Not yet. I made a promise a long time ago, and I can’t break it. As much as I want to.’
‘Come with us,’ said Miska. ‘Please, I love you and I don’t want you to die.’
‘I’m not going to die,’ said Alivia. ‘And once I get done I’ll come and join you.’
‘You promise?’ said Vivyen.
‘Hope to die,’ said Alivia, knowing she’d never make good on that promise. She’d broken a lot of promises over the years, but this one hurt worst of all.
She eased the girls’ fears with a gentle push.
‘Listen, you’ve got to go now. There’s a shuttle that’s going to take you to a starship, and that’s going to be the biggest adventure you’ve ever had. And once I get done here, I’ll see you on board. We’ll share the adventure together, yeah?’
They nodded, and the belief she saw in their faces almost broke her heart. Alivia wanted nothing more than to get on that shuttle with them, to turn her back on Molech forever, but that earlier promise had a stronger hold on her.
She reached into her coat and pulled out the battered storybook. It had been with her for longer than she could remember, but it wouldn’t do any good where she was going. She didn’t like the thought of the book ending its days lost forever beneath the surface of Molech and pressed it into Vivyen’s hands.
She closed the girl’s fingers around the book’s spine.
‘I want you to look after this for me, Viv,’ said Alivia. ‘It’s a very special book, and the stories in it will keep you from getting scared.’
Vivyen nodded and clutched the book to her chest.
‘Is everything going to be okay?’ asked Miska.
‘Yeah,’ said Alivia through her tears. ‘It’s going to be okay.’
Old breath sighed across his neck, chill and sharp despite the insulation of his armour. Loken moved slowly, trying to fix on the backplate of Ares Voitek’s armour. Three of the servo-arms were drawn in tight, a fourth with a passive auspex monitoring the surrounding spaces.
This high in the
‘What if one of the Sons of Horus sees these?’ asked Varren.
‘They won’t,’ said Bror. ‘And if they do, so what?’
‘Well, won’t they just erase them?’
Loken had wondered the same thing, but Bror just shrugged. ‘They will or they won’t. No use worrying about it.’
Loken heard a sound, like a palm slapping on pipework. He halted and dropped to one knee with a fist in the air.