On the small shelf next to his hammock were Darwin’s most precious possessions: the books that he had carefully chosen to accompany him. He had a number of botanical and zoological volumes, a brand-new Spanish–English dictionary, several travel accounts written by explorers and the first volume of Charles Lyell’s revolutionary
Plan of the
Weakened by nausea, Darwin began to doubt his decision. When they passed Madeira on 4 January 1832, he felt so ill that he couldn’t even bring himself to stumble on deck to see the island. Instead he was inside, reading Humboldt’s descriptions of the tropics because nothing was better ‘for cheering the heart of a sea-sick man’, he said. Two days later they reached Tenerife – the island Darwin had dreamed of for many months. He wanted to walk among slender palms and see Pico del Teide, the 12,000-foot volcano that Humboldt had climbed more than three decades previously. As the
That night, as the
Only a few months previously the prospect of seeing the tropics and of being the naturalist on an expedition had been the ‘wildest Castles in the air’ for Darwin. According to his father’s wishes he had been destined for a more conventional profession and had studied at Cambridge to become a country clergyman. This choice had been a compromise to pacify his father after Darwin had abandoned his medical studies at Edinburgh University. Convinced that he would one day inherit enough money to ‘subsist with some comfort’, Darwin had not been too ambitious about his prescribed career. In Edinburgh he had preferred to examine marine invertebrates rather than focus on his medical work, and in Cambridge he had attended botanical lectures instead of those required for theology. He had become fascinated by beetles and went on long walks, lifting stones and logs, stuffing his bags with his entomological treasures. Never wanting to lose any of his finds, one day – with his hands already full of beetles – he had even popped one in his mouth for safekeeping. The beetle objected to this unusual treatment, ejecting enough acid fluid for Darwin to spit it out.
It was during his last year in Cambridge that Darwin first read Humboldt’s
His plan was to travel to Tenerife with Henslow and some university friends. Darwin was so excited, he said, that ‘I cannot hardly sit still.’ In preparation he dashed to the hothouses in the botanical garden in Cambridge in the mornings to ‘gaze at the Palm trees’ and then rushed home to study botany, geology and Spanish. Dreaming of dense forests, dazzling plains and mountaintops, he ‘read and reread Humboldt’ and talked so much about the trip that his friends in Cambridge began to wish he had already left. ‘I plague them,’ Darwin joked to his cousin, ‘with talking about tropical scenery.’