‘Ex-ssample. This city named for our goddess, who is Hunter-rrh. We believe She is the Mother of Mothers. Her pack the Pack of Packs. As-ss Petra is Granddaughter, and there are Daughters over he-hhr, and Mother-hhr of Pack above them. Pack Mother-hrr lives far from here, rules many Dens. Hunter, Mother of Mothers, gave bi-hhrth to world, rules all, even Mother-hhrs. And when we die, our spi-hhrits flee our bodies, to be hunted by the Mother of Mothers, and taken back. What a-hhre your gods?’
Jansson said, ‘We have many gods. Some of us have no god at all.’
‘You see us as ba-hhrbaric. One step f-hhrom the wolf. Is our religion c-hhrude to you?’
Sally looked blank. ‘I have no opinion.’
‘Some of us despise wolf in us. As you pe-hrrhaps despise your ancestor animal, its ma-hrrk in you. We hunt. Kill. Big litters. Life cheap, wa-hrr common. Great slaughters. Cities empty, Dens fall. Then more litters, more little soldie-hhrs.’
‘A cycle,’ Sally said to Jansson, evidently fascinated. ‘Boom and crash. They have big litters, lots of unloved warrior pups running around, lots of Daughters and Granddaughters competing to become this Mother, head of the nation. They fight, they have wars – they kill each other off, and when the population collapses the cycle begins again.’
‘Like inner-city gangs,’ Jansson said.
‘Maybe. It’s got to impede their progress. Technological, social. Maybe it’s no wonder they’re stuck at the Stone Age. And why they’re easy marks for weapons dealers, like the kobold.’
‘L-look-khh.’ Brian leaned forward and picked out a pink blob from the central bowl. ‘Unborn hrr-rabbit. Cut from the womb of its mother, f-hhresh. Deli . . .
Suddenly the stink of the meat disgusted Jansson. She stood, stiffly. ‘I must rest.’
‘You a-hhre ill. Scent on you.’
‘I apologize. Goodnight, sir. And you, Sally.’
‘I’ll look in later.’
‘Not necessary.’
The few paces to her room seemed a long way. She thought she could feel the gaze of the kobold Finn McCool on her, watching from behind his curtain.
She slept badly.
Her head ached, her gut, her very bones. She took an extra dose of the painkillers in her pack, but it did no good.
She dozed.
She woke to find a wolfish face over her, in a dark barely alleviated by the starlight from the window above her pallet. Oddly she felt no fear.
‘I am Li-Li.’ The beagle pressed a finger to her lips. ‘You a-hhre ill. I saw it. In pain?’
Jansson nodded. She saw no point in denying it.
‘Please, let me . . .’
So Li-Li helped her. She arranged bundles of warm cloth around Jansson’s body, and applied poultices of what looked like moss and lichen chewed to softness, to her belly, her back, her head. And Li-Li licked her face with her rough tongue, her neck, her forehead.
Gradually the pain receded, and Jansson slipped into a deeper sleep.
52
ABOUT A WEEK after Maggie’s meeting with George and Agnes Abrahams, the
Maggie detected relief in the crew of the
And
Still, as the
Strange times, she thought, times of unbalance in the natural world and the human, on Datum Earth itself and far beyond.