After he left, Matt continued looking at the drawing of Mirasol and the painting (as he imagined) of María. Mirasol’s wasn’t as skillfully done, but it showed her bright beauty and her eyes gazing at something in the far distance. They weren’t dead as they’d been in life, but still remote. María was altogether more interesting. She smiled as though she had some prank in mind that could get you into trouble, but would be fun anyway. Matt was suddenly overcome by a desire to see her.
He hurried to the holoport room, chose the icon, and activated the screen. The sickness that had come over him when he first used it had gone away. The scanner had evidently adjusted itself to recognize his slightly different handprint, and Matt could now open parts of the border or communicate with people as often as he pleased.
“At last,” said a voice behind him. Matt turned to see
“I haven’t been neglecting her,” said Matt, stung.
“María doesn’t know that. She thinks you’ve forgotten her.”
Matt was annoyed to have company, but he could hardly send
“
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“Stop!” ordered
“Esperanza will skin me alive,” said
“She won’t if she doesn’t know. I have the Lord of Opium here, and you can’t imagine the pain
“I couldn’t possibly hurt anybody from here,” said Matt.
“I have found,” said
“
Matt felt terrible. He’d been so wrapped up in grief that he hadn’t considered the effect of his silence on María. “Mirasol is dead,” he said. His throat closed up, and he couldn’t speak for a moment.
“How—” began María.
“She was an eejit. They don’t live long,” said
And then María drew the kind of conclusion that was so typical of her and that made Matt love her. “You were trying to save her,” she said. “I understand now. You were trying to save her, and she died anyway. How awful it must have been for you!”
The generosity of this conclusion made tears come to Matt’s eyes too. He blinked, remembering Mirasol dancing and then falling limp into his arms. It hadn’t been as high-minded as María thought. “I want you to come here,” he said.
“I’m trying. I keep arguing with Mother, but she’s like a brick wall. She’s—oh, this is
“You’re too young,” said
“I know. It won’t be an actual marriage, more like a betrothal. Honestly!” María stamped her foot and looked, for an instant, like Esperanza in a snit. “You’d think it was the fifteenth century, with girls being given away like favors to slimy old men. It’s one of Mother’s friends on a human rights board. He’s not really old. Thirty-five or so, but he’s
María looked daggers at the nun. “Of course, but not with
Both Matt and
Matt thought rapidly. Sooner or later the news had to come out. He was a lot more confident of his power than he had been months ago. “I’m going to tell you something that you absolutely have to keep secret,” he said, without much hope that María would.
“Aren’t Emilia and Dada there?” she said uncertainly.