The Outlaw Album: Stories

            The house became crowded with cops. Pelham lived amidst woods and pastures, but the city limits had recently expanded to make him a West Table resident, so it was town cops in uniform and out clomping about, huddling to look down at the kid, studying the mess across the floor. Pelham sat on the bed with Jill beside him. He’d shook and shuddered for a while, waiting on the cops, trying not to look at the wounds, the open eyes and footprints, but having a surprise feeling sneak up on him, a creepy congratulatory glee, an animal gloat—Hey, I was attacked by a nameless intruder, fight to the finish, my foe now lays slain, a righteous kill. Sometimes a man will dream about a moment like this, an opportunity for sanctified violence, a time to open the cage and allow the sleeping thing inside out to eat its fill. A cop in a plaid shirt and Cardinals cap said, “Where’d his weapon fall to?”

            “It was dark.”

            “What’d he have?”

            “Look under the bed, maybe.”

            “You know, he shit on your leather chair downstairs.”

            The leather recliner was Pelham’s inheritance, his father’s most cherished possession, and the shit was loose spatter and spread over the seat, one armrest. Two days later Pelham would give up trying to clean the leather, clean it enough to forget the spatter, and dragged the chair to the curb for the trash haulers to collect. Before nightfall he’d watched from the window as a man and two children pulled to the curb, checked the leather chair over, then excitedly jammed it into the trunk of their car and hurried away, grinning with the trunk lid bouncing. That was the first time Pelham caught himself speaking aloud to empty rooms, leaning against the window, watching his father’s chair disappear. “And fuck you for making me kill you.”

            The cop said, “We found it outside, around the corner of the house, beside that big shrub. An ol’ single-action pistol. His clothes were there, piled nice, really, and the pistol was underneath. A pocketknife, too. His wallet’s got military ID in it, says his name is Randall Davies—know him?”

            “I went to school with a guy named that.”

            “Well, this one was a junior.”

            The first time Pelham heard himself threatened was early that evening, in a convenience store when he and Jill went to buy more cleaning supplies. The bedroom floor was hardwood and the biggest puddle left an outline of blood that had settled into the grain like a birthmark and wouldn’t come off easily. There was only one other customer, a man in a green shirt with his name sewn above the heart pocket, and he was whispering with the clerk. Pelham and Jill came to stand behind him, holding scouring powder and Murphy soap and scrub pads. They heard the words “killed, stabbed like a hog in autumn” and knew they were under discussion. They remained silent, didn’t say a word, waited for the man to leave. As he left, the man spoke more loudly, “I been friends with that boy all his life, and if the law don’t do right to the son of a bitch, I know who will.” Jill started crying again on the way home, and when he pulled into the driveway she said, “Maybe that last stab could’ve been skipped, hon. The neck one.”

            He was called to the police station the next morning. The sky was rumbling, stuffed with dark clouds, but only a thin sheen fell, raising oil slicks on the streets, shining the grass. The cops were named Olmstead and Johnson and led him to a private office. The room was painted a neutral sort of white, like the room could hold no opinions about anything one way or the other, and there was a tape recorder on the table. Olmstead said, “You’re certain sure you never did know him?”

            “I could’ve seen him somewhere, but I don’t recall it.”

            “His daddy knows who you are.”

            “From school days.”

            “And Jill, now, it couldn’t be she’d got acquainted with such a handsome young fella somewhere, could it?”

            “He was kinda young, man, but thanks a shitload for putting that thought in my head.”

            “So she might’ve?”

            “Fuck you.”