The Queen hefted herself to her feet. Clare stepped away from the mantel, as if to assist, but she merely stalked to within a few feet of Emma. Their skirts almost brushed, and the sorceress banished the smile seeking to rise to her mouth.
It would not do.
“We are not comforted, witchling.” There was no cold weight of power behind the words, but the echo of Britannia’s frigid, heavy voice underlay Victrix’s words. “We suspect…”
Two women, studying each other, the only thing separating them a wall of trembling air. And, of course, a measure of pride on either side.
Victrix’s shoulders sagged. Her hand twitched, slightly, as if she wished to reach out.
The memory of vast weight, the temptation to step aside from her human self and become
Emma Bannon found, much to her relief, that her decision was still the same, and that she suffered no regret.
“You are the Queen,” she murmured, and lowered her gaze. She stared at Victrix’s reticule–and what use did royalty have for such a thing, really? She certainly never went marketing. Perhaps it was a touch of the domesticity she had craved with her Consort.
What dreams had been put aside when the spirit of rule descended upon Victrix? Did she curse the weight and cherish it at once, as a Prime might well both curse and cherish the burden of a Will that would not allow rest or submission?
“We are.” But Victrix only sounded weary. “We shall not trouble thee again, sorceress.”
A pause, a listening silence.
“I shall not trouble
There was no answer.
Chapter Forty-Nine
You Have Caused Her Grief
The front door opened, closed again, and he was alone with the sorceress.
“Archibald.” The high neck of her gown failed to disguise the livid scar about her neck. What had she suffered at the hands of the mad, faceless Prime?
“How…”
“Thank you.” A colourless reply. She studied him, her chin set, her hands clasped–he did not miss the tension in those knotted fingers. It must pain her, to clench them so. “You do, as well.”
“Ah, thank you.” He took a deep breath. “I… Emma, I must ask. The… stone. The thing you… can you,
“How interesting.” She studied him, dark eyes moving slowly, her earrings swaying a trifle. “That is generally not among its effects. And no, Clare. I will not.” She halted, and answering colour burned high on her soft, childlike cheeks. “Not even if you… if you hate me.”
What must it have cost her, to say such a thing? Hate? He was a
And yet. Was it the thing she had done to him that created these storms of Feeling?
Was it the woman herself?
Or, most unsettling of all, were these tempests somehow… his own?
“Emma.” Hoarsely. There was something caught in his throat. “I do not… I
She nodded. “Thank you.” What was her expression? Did he dare to name it? Could he?
“But I am… I am leaving. I must learn how to… moderate my reaction to this…” This was not how he had thought such an interview would go. What had he expected–tears? Cries of remorse? From her? From himself? “To this… gift. Of yours. This very fine… gift.”
Another nod, the crimson in her cheeks retreating. “Very well.”
“I cannot… I do not wish to cause you… pain.” How on earth did others bear this illogical, irrational agony?
“Do as you must, Clare.” Her fingers were white, clasped so tightly. “Should you ever need my aid, all you must do is send me word.”
His throat was alarmingly dry, he forced himself to swallow. “Thank you. I… I shall.” He could delay no longer, yet the urge to do so rose. He denied it. “Pico has a hansom waiting; I shall pay his wages myself. He is a very useful young man.”
She said nothing.
There was nothing more for him to say, either, so he forced his legs to perform their accustomed function. He paused at the door, studying its crystal knob. Slowly, as an old man might, he twisted it, opened the door and stepped outside.
When it closed, he turned and made for the front. In the entry hall, though, was the last gauntlet to run.