To add to her displeasure, every single ætheric strand leading to the fate of the unfortunate Keller
She grimaced at the thought, but only inwardly. A lady’s face did not twist so. “You have my attention, Shield. Is there some new manner of disaster?”
“Not so much. I merely thought… you seem distressed.”
“I have undertaken what is likely to be a thankless task. And my library, while normally more than adequate, is of very little use.” She blew a vagrant curl out of her face; it irritated her mightily to be so disarranged. “I am distressed only by the bloody
“The mentath—”
“He
“So do you. Now, if you will not leave, at least be quiet.”
“How do I distress you, Emma?”
“Shall I list the ways? And yet, I am very busy right now.
“How long will you ignore—”
“As long as I please, Shield. If you do not cease, I shall force you to do so.”
“And how shall you do that, Prima?”
She set the book down carefully, brushing her hands together as if to rid them of dust, and rose. The chair legs squeaked slightly against the wooden floor, and she reminded herself again that a lady did not shout. Then, and only then, she met Mikal’s gaze, and the room chilled slightly. Every piece of paper ruffled itself, brushed by an unphysical current.
When she was certain she could keep a civil tone, she spoke. “With whatever means are to hand. Are you weary of my employ, Mikal?”
“Of course not.” His hands were loose, and he seemed relaxed. She did not trust the seeming. “You are my Prima.”
“He causes you pain.” His chin jutted slightly, and how he managed to look like the defiant, almost-ugly boy he must have been on the Collegia’s training grounds could have been mildly entertaining, if she had been inclined to amusement. “Much of it, and I am helpless to stop him. As long as you continue to let him, he will pain you.”
“Yes.” Anger, tightly reined, suddenly evaporated. Her stays dug into her flesh, and she wondered if she would ever see a day such appurtenances were no longer fashionable or expected.
Of course, Fashion being the beast she was, something equally uncomfortable and ridiculous would likely take its place.
“Yes,” she repeated. “He pains me. I am told this is an occasional consequence of having friends. Which is no doubt why so many of my colleagues have so few they use that word to describe. At least, to describe seriously and with meaning.”
“And I distress you.”
“That is a consequence of having… you.”
“What am I, to you? If I may ask, Prima.”
“You may not.” She found her head was aching again, and longed for vinegar and brown paper to soothe the pounding. “We shall have a reckoning, as they say, at some moment. But not
A Prime did not
“I believe a Prime may be behind this series of murders,” she said, carefully. Almost, dare she think it,
“Ah.” A slight nod, and his gaze had grown sharp. “A Sympathy has been created?”