Later that evening, while Troll read a Stephen Crane poetry book by candlelight, Sylva’s corpse came back. It opened the hatch door and lunged into the shelter, giggling like a child. The suicide method was immediately obvious. Sylva had cut his wrists and slashed at his throat, mistakenly believing that it would prevent him from returning. But it hadn’t.
“You’re right. I should have.”
After a brief struggle, Troll put him down again by driving a rusty railroad spike through the zombie’s head. Then he knelt over the body of his friend and wailed.
Not for the first time, Troll wanted to die. He wanted it with all of his being. But he couldn’t. Couldn’t summon the courage to end it all no matter how bad he felt. Couldn’t surrender to the rats or other zombies, no matter how badly he wanted to sometimes. His survival instinct always overrode those urges. All he could do was suffer while the world fell apart around him.
The end of the world? Hardly. Everyone had their own personal apocalypse. His world had ended the same day as his daughter’s life. He’d died with her. And all of the things that had happened since: the homelessness and hunger and sickness, and more recently, the zombies—everything that came after his pocket apocalypse?
This was just Hell.
Troll wanted to live again. Instead he was a ghost, haunting the underground. A living dead man battling the living dead. Maybe Sylva had been right. Maybe, if he embraced his purpose and found someone to help again, maybe then he could finally start living.
Several days later, he did. Her name was Frankie. And though he died while helping her, Troll died alive.
THE VIKING PLAYS
PATTY CAKE
The air burned their lungs, thick with smoke from the fires—and the cloying miasma of the dead. Chino pushed a branch out of the way and peered through the bushes. “What’s wrong with him?”
“Don’t know.” King shrugged. “He ain’t a zombie. Looks more like a Viking.”
They studied the giant on the park bench. He was impressive; early forties but in good shape, well over six feet tall, decked out in tattoos and earrings. His hands clutched an M-1 Garand, the barrel still smoking from the round he’d just drilled into a zombie. The creature sprawled on the ground ten feet away—minus its head. The grass and pavement were littered with more bodies. An assortment of weapons lay scattered on the bench: two more rifles, four grenades, a dozen handguns, and boxes of ammunition for each. Next to those was a large backpack, filled with bottled water and food. The Viking sat like a statue, his eyes roving and watchful. Another zombie closed in on him from the right. The rifle roared and the creature’s head exploded.
The Viking never left the bench. He brought down three more before the rest of the creatures fell back. From their vantage point, Chino and King heard one of the monsters ordering others to find guns. Several of them raced off.
The Viking began muttering to himself. “Patty cake, patty cake…”
Chino crouched back down. “The fuck is wrong with him? Why don’t he hide?”
“I don’t know,” King said. “Maybe he’s crazy.”
“Got an awful lot of firepower,” Chino observed.
“We could use that shit.”
“Word.”
The Viking fired another shot. From far away, deep inside the city, more gunfire echoed. Chino’s fingers tightened around his .357. “That the Army guys shooting?”
“Maybe,” King said. “They’ve been trying to take the city back. Held it up to the railroad tracks down on Eight Mile, but then they got overrun by them things.”
Chino shook his head. “Why bother? Ain’t nobody in charge anymore. Why don’t they just bail?”
King peeked again. The zombies still kept their distance from the man with the guns, but more were coming: dead humans, dogs, cats, squirrels. The Viking calmly reloaded, still mumbling under his breath.
“Patty cake, patty cake, baker’s man…”
“What’s he doing?” Chino whispered.
“Playing patty cake.”
Chino grunted. “Whole world’s gone crazy.”
“There’re still people in charge. You know Tito and his crew?”
“The ones holed up inside the public works building?”
King nodded. “I was talking to him three days ago. Went out there and traded six cases of beer for some gasoline. They got a ham radio.”
“How they working it? Power been out for a week.”
“Generator,” King said. “They heard some military general got parts of California under control. And there’s a National Guard unit in Pennsylvania that’s taken back Gettysburg. Could happen here, too.”
Chino frowned. “That would suck. I like the way things is. Do what we want, when we want. We got the guns.”
“Not as many as that guy.” King nodded at the Viking.
Both men peeked out of the bushes again. The zombies inched closer, circling the park bench. Some now carried rifles as well. The Viking put down the Garand, and picked up a grenade. His eyes were steel.