'Have
you never observed,' said Eliza, 'what a striking likeness there is between
that child of hers and - '
'And
whom?' demanded Miss Wilson, with an air of cold, but keen severity.
Eliza
was startled; the timidly spoken suggestion had been intended for my ear alone.
'Oh,
I beg your pardon!' pleaded she; 'I may be mistaken - perhaps I
was
mistaken.' But she accompanied the words with a sly glance of derision directed
to me from the corner of her disingenuous eye.'There's
no need to ask
my pardon,' replied her friend, 'but I see no one here
that at all resembles that child, except his mother, and when you hear
ill-natured reports, Miss Eliza, I will thank you - that is, I think you will
do well, to refrain from repeating them. I presume the person you allude to is
Mr. Lawrence; but I think I can assure you that your suspicions, in that respect,
are utterly misplaced; and if he has any particular connection with the lady at
all (which no one has a right to assert), at least he has (what cannot be said
of some others) sufficient sense of propriety to withhold him from
acknowledging anything more than a bowing acquaintance in the presence of
respectable persons - he was evidently both surprised and annoyed to find her
here.''Go
it!' cried Fergus, who sat on the other side of Eliza, and was the only
individual who shared that side of the table with us. 'Go it like bricks! mind
you don't leave her one stone upon another.'
Miss
Wilson drew herself up with a look of freezing scorn, but said nothing. Eliza
would have replied, but I interrupted her by saying as calmly as I could,
though in a tone which
betrayed,
no doubt, some little of what I felt within, -
'We
have had enough of this subject; if we can only speak to slander our betters,
let us hold our tongues.'
'I
think you'd better,' observed Fergus, 'and so does our good parson; he has been
addressing the company in his richest vein all the while, and eyeing you, from
time to time, with looks of stern distaste, while you sat there, irreverently
whispering and muttering together; and once he paused in the middle of a story
- or a sermon, I don't know which, and fixed his eyes upon you, Gilbert, as
much as to say - "When Mr. Markham has done flirting with those two ladies
I will proceed."'
What
more was said at the tea-table I cannot tell, nor how I found patience to sit
till the meal was over. I remember, however, that I swallowed with difficulty
the remainder of the tea that was in my cup, and ate nothing; and that the
first thing I did was to stare at Arthur Graham, who sat beside his mother on
the opposite side of the table, and the second to stare at Mr. Lawrence, who
sat below; and, first, it struck me that there
was a likeness; but, on further
contemplation, I concluded it was only in imagination. Both, it is true, had
more delicate features and smaller bones than commonly fall to the lot of
individuals of the rougher sex, and Lawrence's complexion was pale and clear,
and Arthur's delicately
fair; but Arthur's tiny, somewhat snubby nose could never become so long and straight
as Mr. Lawrence's; and the outline of his face, though not full enough to be
round, and too finely converging to the small, dimpled chin to be square, could
never be drawn out to the long oval of the other's, while the child's hair was
evidently of a lighter, warmer tint than the elder gentleman's had ever been,
and his large, clear blue eyes, though prematurely serious at times, were utterly
dissimilar to the shy hazel eyes of Mr. Lawrence, whence the sensitive soul
looked so distrustfully forth, as ever ready to retire within, from the
offences of a too rude, too uncongenial world. Wretch that I was to harbour
that detestable idea for a moment! Did I not know Mrs. Graham? Had I not seen
her, conversed with her
time after time? Was I not certain that she, in intellect, in purity and
elevation of soul, was
immeasurably
superior to any of her detractors; that she was, in fact, the noblest, the most
adorable, of her sex I had ever beheld, or even imagined to exist? Yes, and I
would say with Mary Millward (sensible girl as she was), that if all the parish,
ay, or all the world, should din these horrible lies in my ears, I would not
believe them, for I knew her better than they.