"You must excuse my little sister," she said with a brittle laugh. "She has rather an unhealthy fascination with death."
The rest of the afternoon was pretty much a thud. Father had made what I admit was a noble attempt to switch the conversation to the weather and the flax crops, while Daffy, sensing that little else was worthy of her attention, had crawled back into her book.
One by one, we made our excuses: Father to tend to his stamps, Aunt Felicity to have a nap before supper, and Daffy to the library. After a while, I grew bored with listening to Feely prattle on to Dieter about various balls and outings in the country, and made my escape to the laboratory.
I chewed on the end of my pencil for a while, and then I wrote:
Where to begin? If this were a chemical experiment, the procedure would be obvious: I would start with those materials most closely to hand.
Mrs. Mullet! With any luck, she would still be puttering in the kitchen before plundering the pantry and carting off her daily booty to Alf. I ran to the top of the stairs and peered through the balustrades. Nobody in the hall.
I slid down the banister and dashed into the kitchen.
Dogger looked up from the table where, with clinical accuracy, he was excising the skin from a couple of cucumbers.
"She's gone," he said, before I could ask. "A good half hour ago."
He's a devil, that Dogger! I don't know how he does it!
"Did she say anything before she left? Anything interesting, that is?"
With Dogger in the kitchen as an audience, Mrs. M would hardly have been able to resist blathering on about how she took Nialla in (poor waif!), tucked her into a cozy bed with a hot-water bottle and a glass of watered-down sherry, and so forth, with a full account of how she slept, what they had for breakfast, and what she left on her plate.
"No." Dogger picked up a serrated bread knife and applied its edge to a loaf of new bread. "Just that the joint is in the warming oven, apple pie and clotted cream in the pantry."
Bugger!
Well, then, there was nothing for it but to make a fresh start in the morning. I'd set my alarm for sunrise, then strike out for Culverhouse Farm and Gibbet Wood beyond. It was unlikely that there would be any clues left after all these years, but Rupert and Nialla had camped at the bottom of Jubilee Field on Friday night. If my plan were properly executed, I could be there and back before anyone at Buckshaw even knew that I was gone.
Dogger tore off a perfect square of waxed paper, and wrapped the cucumber sandwiches with hospital bed corners.
"I thought I'd make these tonight," he said, handing me the package. "I knew you'd want to get away early in the morning."
Curtains of wet mist hung in the fields. The morning air was damp and chill, and I breathed in deeply, trying to come fully awake, filling my nostrils and then my lungs with the rich aroma of dark soil and sodden grass.